The next pictures are of Bella growing up. There is a picture of her on her first birthday all the way up until her 14 birthday. In each picture she is always standing in the middle of her parents with a smile that can reach the moon. She has the same smile as Nina and Randy combine together. The last picture is only of Bella and Nina it doesn't take a genius to figure out that her father was gone. Both of their eyes are full of sadness and their smiles are fake it actually looks like they are in pain by just smiling. I feel like some one just stab me in my heart with a kitchen knife just knowing that they lost some one important to them. I never met my mother but her absent hurts me every day. I can't imagine loosing my father. Yeah I'm mad at him but I would be devastated if anything would to happen to him.
I close the album with new sets of tears and tuck it under my bed. I'm taking it with me so when I find Bella I can show her how much she was loved. I don't know what happen between them but enough is enough. They both need each other I know how much a girl needs her mom. Bella needs to realize how lucky she is to have Nina as her mother. Bella is the last thing Nina has left of Randy. Maybe if I can get them together Nina will smile like she used to. I reach for the paper I bought up and start reading them.
Randy died in a car accident a few months before Bella turned 14. His car ran off the the highway and was found in a ditch. He died instantly. He was also born in New York. By the time I finished reading all the paper I knew everything I needed to know about Bella. My bed looked like a hurricane hit it. There are papers all over the place. I need to clean this mess up before Nina walks in. As I get off the bed a pink book that looks like a journal falls to the ground. I don't even remember bringing it up here. I bend down to pick it up. It looks more like a dairy than a journal. The cover of the book reads "My Princess first book". It must be a dairy for Bella that Nina wrote in while she was pregnant. I refuse to read it. This belongs to Bella and only her. I hide everything under my bed for now. I'm taking all of it with me when I leave.