"It seems my fate to pass my life in bidding you good night," she said, straightening up and turning to him with the careless laughter touching mouth and eyes again. Then, resting her weight on one hand, her smooth, white shoulder rounded beside her cheek, she looked at him out of humourous eyes: "What is it that women find so attractive in you? The man's experienced insouciance? The boy's unconscious cynicism? The mystery of your self-sufficiency? The faulty humanity in you? The youth in you already showing traces of wear that hint of future scars? What will you be at thirty-five? At forty? … Ah," she added softly, "what are you now? For I don't know, and you cannot tell me if you would. … Out of these little windows called eyes we look at one another, and study surfaces, and try to peep into neighbours' windows. But all is dark behind the windows--always dark, in there where they tell us souls hide."
She laid the shell-pink bud against her cheek that matched it, smiling with wise sweetness to herself.
"What counts with you?" he asked after a moment.
"Counts? How?"
"In your affections. What prepossesses you?"
She laughed audaciously: "Your traits--some of them--all of them that you reveal. You must be aware of that much already, considering everything--"
"Then, what is it I lack? Where do I fail?"
"But you don't lack--you don't fail! I ask nothing more of you, Mr. Siward."
"A man from whom a woman desires nothing is already convicted of insufficiency. … You would recognise this very quickly if I made love to you."
"Is that the only way I am to discover your insufficiency, Mr. Siward?"
"Or my sufficiency. … Have you enough curiosity to try?"
"Oh! I thought you were to try." Then, quickly: "But I think you have already experimented; and I did not notice your shortcomings. So there is no use in pursuing that line of investigation any farther--is there?"
And always with her the mischief lay in the trailing upward inflection; in the confused sweetness of her eyes, and their lovely uncertainty.
One slim white hand held the rose against her cheek; the other lay idly on her knee, fresh and delicate as a fallen petal; and he laid both hands over it and lifted it between them.
"Mr. Siward, I am afraid this is becoming a habit with you." The gay mockery was not quite genuine; the curve of lips too sensitive for a voice so lightly cynical.
He smiled, bending there, considering her hand between his; and after a moment her muscles relaxed, and bare round arm and hand lay abandoned to him.