"Of course," she observed absently, "you are dreadfully mortified at yourself."
"Naturally," he admitted.
The patter of the rain attracted her attention; she peered out through the blurred casements into the blackness. Then, picking up his cap and indicating his raincoat, "Why?" she asked.
"Oh--in case you hadn't come--"
"A walk? By yourself? A night like this on the cliffs! You are not perfectly mad, are you?"
"Not perfectly."
Her face grew serious and beautiful.
"What is the matter, Mr. Siward?"
"Things."
"Do you care to be more explicit?"
"Well," he said, with a humourous glance at her, "I haven't seen you for ages. That's not wholesome for me, you know."
"But you see me now; and it does not seem to benefit you."
"I feel much better," he insisted, laughing; and her blue eyes grew very lovely as the smile broke from them in uncertain response.
"So you had nothing really important to tell me, Mr. Siward?"
"Only that I wanted you."
"Oh! … I said important."
But he did not argue the question; and she leaned forward, broke a rose from its stem, then sank back a little way among the cushions, looking at him, idly inhaling the hothouse perfume.
"Why have you so ostentatiously avoided me, Mr. Siward?" she asked languidly.
"Well, upon my word!" he said, with a touch of irritation.
"Oh, you are so dreadfully literal!" she shrugged, brushing her straight, sensitive nose with the pink blossom; "I only said it to give you a chance. … If you are going to be stupid, good night!" But she made no movement to go. … "Yes, then; I have avoided you. And it doesn't become you to ask why."
"Because I kissed you?"
"You hint at the true reason so chivalrously, so delicately," she said, "that I scarcely recognise it." The cool mockery of her voice and the warm, quick colour tinting neck and face were incongruous. He thought with slow surprise that she was not yet letter-perfect in her rôle of the material triumphant over the spiritual. A trifle ashamed, too, he sat silent, watching the silken petals fall one by one as she slowly detached them with delicate, restless lips.
"I am sorry I came," she said reflectively. "You don't know why I came, do you? Sheer loneliness, Mr. Siward; there is something of the child in me still, you see. I am not yet sufficiently resourceful to take it out in a quietly tearful obligato; I never learned how to produce tears. … So I came to you." She had stripped the petals from the rose, and now, tossing the crushed branch from her, she leaned forward and broke from its stem a heavy, perfumed bud, half unfolded.