Hell, yes, I do. But I play it cool. "You'll find out when you get upstairs, won't you?" I reply.
He winks. "You'll be there." Kissing me lightly on the lips, he moves away.
I watch him, floored. In the matter of half a day, my life has gone from ruined to perfect. It's been so long since I experienced this kind of happiness, I'm not sure what to do with it or how long I'll last before I outright explode.