“I’m not telling you that.”
“I’m thinking over,” he mused. “You don’t strike me as the type to give it away too soon.”
I pushed back my shoulders, stood straight. “You’re right, Jimmy, I’m a pure shining virgin. My ability to keep my knees locked tight is an inspiration to all. Now can we please stop talking about this?”
“You’re uncomfortable?”
“Oh, like that’s not your goal here.”
The corner of his mouth twitched. “What can I say? You interest me, not many do.”
“That’s great and I feel all warm and tingly about it. But I’m still not telling you what goes on between me and another man.” I got my legs moving again, the stumbling gait of what passed for me jogging. Such style. Such grace.
A moment later, he fell into step beside me. As always, his long legs and fitness levels made a mockery of my huffing and puffing.
“C’mon, Lena. You can’t let me live a little vicariously through you?”
“Nope.”
“Aren’t you impressed I even know the word, a high school dropout like me?” He chuckled, but he didn’t sound exactly happy about it.
“No.”
He gave me a cynical smile. “Right.”
“With everything you’ve accomplished in your life, you think I’d doubt your drive or intelligence?”
“All the drugs and shit you mean? Yeah, I accomplished a f**k load of that.”
“You’re a successful businessman and a seasoned, multi-award-winning, critically acclaimed musician,” I countered. “Shock horror, you made some mistakes. Who the hell hasn’t? You paid for them and moved on.”
His eyes narrowed. “That what you really think of me?”
“Yes. You also have a sad tendency to be an occasional jerk but we’re working on that. I have great hopes for your complete recovery.”
The rigid set of his jaw let me know he wasn’t convinced. Insecurity over his education obviously ran deep.
“It’s not like I went to college,” I said. “I didn’t do well enough to get a scholarship. A friend’s dad owned a business and he gave me a chance to try out as the receptionist, lucky for me. Otherwise, I’d probably be flipping burgers for the next fifty years.”
He nodded. “Thanks.”
“No problem.”
We ran for a while in silence. But of course, he couldn’t leave it alone, could he?
“So, tell me what constitutes a good first date, Lena? You know about this sort of shit. Teach me, how do you woo a girl, hmm?”
“Can’t talk. Jogging.”
He snorted.
Neither of us spoke for half a block and just as well. Conversation with Jimmy was hazardous to my health. The man really did need to come with a big red warning sticker on his forehead. Actually, the sticker should cover all of his face. If you only had to deal with his hot body you might stand a chance resisting. Oh, and his voice—good god, his voice—it was created to make a girl’s sex parts sing. Not that I wanted to think about sex or singing or Jimmy, nor any lustful and passionate variation of all three combined.
My mind, however, was clearly against me.
“You know, I think I’m improving,” I said eventually. My need to fill silences was a definite weakness. “I’m not getting winded so easily.”
“Good. So you’re going out with him again?”
“Are we still talking about this?”
“Yes. Why’re you giving him a second date?”
I groaned. “Because he was nice.”
“You’re sure using that word a lot. Nice. He’s nice. You had a nice time. I don’t think any woman’s ever used that word when it comes to me.”
I peeled wet strands of hair from my cheek. “You can be nice when it suits you.”
“I don’t want to be nice, Lena.” He chuckled. “But you using it to describe Dean makes me think that dating him is about as interesting as sitting through a business meeting with Adrian. Maybe you should date someone else.”
“Hey, Dean was a lot of fun to be with. For one, he doesn’t pester me with inappropriate personal questions like you do.”
“You going to f**k him?”
“Jimmy!”
“What?” He barely hid back a smirk. “What’s the problem?”
“I am certain there was something in the employment contract about never raising the subject of sex. Also, you’re being rude.”
“The employment contract?” A dimple flashed. “I think we’re a bit beyond that, don’t you?”
He had a point. “Probably, yes.”
“If I cared about the employment contract I could have fired you day two.”
“You could not have.”
He gave me an amused glance.
“Well, maybe a little. But your life would have been the poorer for it.”
“Right,” he deadpanned. “What if he’d taken you to an expensive restaurant? Would you have let him feel you up then?”
“Are you suggesting I prostitute myself for a linen table cloth and a three-course meal?”
“Just wondering. You wouldn’t be the first.”
“Holy shit, you’re serious.” The man made my head spin in all the ways. We really did come from different worlds. “That’s so … incredibly …”
“What?”
“Sad. Just sad. Jimmy, you need to aim a little higher. Try dating people that aren’t going to fall onto their backs with their legs spread based on proof of your bank balance alone.”
“It keeps life simple, easy.”
“Ea-sy. Huh. You know, easy doesn’t seem to have done you much good. In fact, easy made a mess of things for you from what I can see.”
More eye rolling. If he kept that up he might just do himself damage.
“The right sort of complication might be just what you need, Jimmy.”
“Waste of time.” His voice was absolute. “If it isn’t happening on the first date, why go back for more?”
“Hmm, I think you need to figure that one out for yourself.” The world blurred for a moment and I blinked the sting of sweat out of my eyes. “Do you only hang out with a woman if you want to have sex with her?”
“Pretty much … apart from you.” He pushed back his hair. Only just did I manage to keep my lusty sigh to myself. It was really quite sad how much I enjoyed such a simple thing.