"Yeah I just thought it was time for us to talk about everything" I say. He nods as he leans into his chair "I agree I want to start by saying that I'm sorry for how everything happen all I wanted was to bring you back home where I could keep you safe. I never meant for any one to get hurt especially some one you loved. I know what it feels like to lose some one you love and I would never want you to go through that" he says upset. I feel my chest tighten up how could I forgotten that Nina isn't the only one around here who lost the person she loved. I was so caught up in my anger that I never once stopped to think about my dad. How selfish am I?
"All I wanted was to get my baby girl back. The funny thing is that even tho you were here with me I never got my baby girl back, it killed me to see how broken you were. You wouldn't talk to no one, you wouldn't let no one touch you, you weren't even eating, and the worst part was the screaming. Every night you would wake up in the middle of the night yelling like some one was killing you. Every night I wanted to run into your room to comfort you, to make sure you was okay but I couldn't. I never felt so helpless in my life I was actually considering getting some professional help" he says as he rubs his eyes trying to get rid of the tears.
I didn't even think he was paying that much attention to know about my nightmares. I didn't even know he cared. I was in such bad condition when I thought Gabe was dead that I didn't care if I lived or not. I wipe my tears that I didn't even know where rolling down my face.
"But then out of no where you started to change slowly but I notice it. You started to come out your room, you started to eat more, you even stop having the nightmares, and then you started to let people in again," he clears his throat trying to collect himself "I started to see my little girl coming back from where ever she was. You started to smile, laugh, and you even stopped crying yeah you were angry but I rather see you mad than depress. Even if your anger was towards me I know I deserve it for being selfish" he gives me a sad smile "I hope one day you can forgive me for everything".