“I still can’t believe you would have died so that I could go home.”
“I can’t believe you were going to call me a liar and take my place under the guillotine. Next time I try to save you, woman, you better stay saved.”
She laughed, then nipped at his chin. “I shall promise to behave, on only one condition.”
“And that is?”
“That you bond your life force to mine.”
He scowled at her. “Why is that so important to you?”
She swallowed against the lump in her throat. “Don’t you know?”
“No.”
“Because I love you, Wolf, and I don’t ever want to spend another day in this life without you. Where you den, I den, and when you die, I die, too.”
Fury looked up at her in disbelief. In all his life, he’d only ever wanted one thing.
And Lia had just given it to him. A woman he could love and depend on.
“For you, my lady wolf, I would do anything.”
Anglia smiled as she felt him growing hard again. Kissing his hand, she knew that this time they wouldn’t just have sex. This time they would be joined throughout all eternity.
FEAR THE DARKNESS
New Orleans, 2007
Nick Gautier was finally home.
And he was pissed. As the taxi wended its way from the airport in the midmorning traffic toward his Bourbon Street home and he saw the scars that were still left by the hurricane Katrina, his blood literally boiled.
How could this have happened? Closing his eyes, he tried to blot out the boarded-up windows and fallen signs. The white FEMA trailers. The malls and stores that were in shambles. But those images were replaced by the news feeds he’d seen of victims stranded on rooftops, of fires burning, of rioting in the streets…
Nick couldn’t breathe. New Orleans was his home. His touchstone. This city had birthed him. She was his lifeblood and the soul he’d sold to be reborn. And in one heartbeat, she’d been torn asunder. Crippled.
Never in his life had he seen anything like this.
Growing up here, he’d lived through numerous hurricanes over the years. They hadn’t had the money to evacuate like most people for the worst storms so he and his mom would get into her broken-down red Yugo or Mennie’s Taurus and drive up to Hattiesburg, Mississippi, where they would camp out in a grocery store parking lot, eating Deviled Ham sandwiches on stale bread with mustard packets, until it was safe to return. Somehow his mother had always made those days fun and adventurous, even when they were hunkered down in the car during tornado warnings.
After the storms cleared, they’d come home to a sight similar to what he saw now, only on a lesser scale, but within a few weeks’ time, everything would be back to normal.
It was now going on two years after the hurricane and still there were closed businesses – businesses that had been here for years, and in some cases, centuries. There were entire areas of the city that looked as if the hurricane had just blown through.
Most of his friends were either dead or relocated. People he’d known for decades.
In one heartbeat, everything had changed.
Nick gave a bitter laugh at the thought. He, personally, had changed more than anything else. No longer human, he wasn’t even sure what he was anymore.
The only thing that kept him going was his furious need for vengeance on the ones he blamed for this catastrophe.
He moved his hand to scratch his neck then froze as he felt the bite mark there. By taking a blood exchange, Stryker had made him his agent. If Nick obeyed the Daimon lord then Stryker would give him the means to destroy the man who’d ruined Nick’s life… and his town.
Acheron Parthenopaeus. At one time, they had been best friends. Brothers to the bitter end. Then Nick had made the mistake of sleeping with a woman he hadn’t known was Ash’s daughter.
Ash had torn him apart over it.
That he could handle. What had made them enemies was the night Nick’s mother had died right after that, and Ash had allowed it. Unlike the other immortal beings who made New Orleans home, Nick knew the secrets that Ash carried. He wasn’t just the leader of a group of immortal warriors who served the goddess Artemis, and protected mankind from the vampiric Daimons who ate their souls.
No… Ash was a god in addition to leading the Dark-Hunter army for Artemis. He had the power to do anything he wanted. He could have saved Nick’s mom or at least brought her back from the dead the way he’d saved Kyrian Hunter and his wife Amanda. But Ash hadn’t done that. He’d turned his back on Nick and left Cherise Gautier dead.
Nor had Ash saved this city from the storm. Up until the night Nick had slept with Simi, Ash had loved this city more than anything. That Ash would never have allowed New Orleans to suffer.
But that was before they’d become enemies. Before Nick had taken the wrong woman home.Now Ash hated him so much that he’d taken everything from Nick.
Everything. Nick winced as he thought about Didymos – the island where Acheron had been born in ancient Greece. The island that Ash had sent to the bottom of the sea in a fit of anger very similar to the one he’d had when he sent Nick through a wall.
“Nice house.”
Nick looked up as the driver’s voice interrupted his thoughts. Sighing, he stared at the Bourbon Street mansion that had been his home since his graduation from high school.
“Yeah,” he said under his breath. “It is.”
Or at least it had been when he’d shared this place with his mother. Now…
As much as he wanted to be home, he was terrified of entering.
Nick got out of the taxi and paid the fee then pulled his duffle bag from the seat. Slamming the door shut, he looked up at his house and gripped the handle so tight that his fingers ached in protest.
He’d bought this house as a birthday present for his mother. He could still hear her squeal of joy as he handed her the key. See her standing beside him as she stared at him in disbelief.
“Happy Birthday, Mom.”
“Oh Nicky, what have you done now? You didn’t go and kill someone, did you?”
Her question had appalled him. “Mom!”
Still, she’d been relentless as she narrowed her blue eyes on him and stood arms akimbo. “You ain’t been doing none of that drug dealing neither, have you? Cause if you are, boy, love or no love, I’ll beat you blue.”
He’d scoffed at her warning. “Mom, you know me better than that. I would never do anything to embarrass you in front of your church friends.”
“Then how you get all this money, cher? How you able to buy a house this fancy at your age? You still a baby and I couldn’t afford two bricks off this place.”
“Kyrian put the house in my name, but technically he owns it. He’s letting me rent it from him.” It’d been a partial lie. Part of being Kyrian’s Squire back when Kyrian had been a Dark-Hunter had meant that all of Kyrian’s properties were owned by Nick – at least on paper. This house, though, really was Nick’s. His salary had been such that he could have easily bought three houses like this, but his mother would never have believed he could make that kind of money without breaking the law.
“Broker, hmmm. That’s sounds like one of those euphemisms for drug dealer to me.”
“Ah, Mom, c’mon inside and see the book room. I’ve already got your chair in there so you can read all those romance novels you love so much.”
“Baby, you spoil me. You know I don’t need anything this big and fancy.”
Yeah, but as a kid, he’d heard her crying enough times in the late-night hours that she couldn’t do better for him than their run-down rented duplex – that the only job she could find was stripping. “My baby deserves so much better than this.” Meanwhile her parents had lived in a nice home in Kenner and had money to burn. But they’d disowned her the minute she’d become pregnant with him. His mother had sacrificed everything to keep her son – her dignity and her future. And though she cried at night that she couldn’t give him the things she thought a boy should have, by day, she was the best mom anyone could have hoped for.
Since the minute he was born, it had been the two of them against the world.
“You’ve always taken care of me, Mom. It’s my turn to take care of you. I got a big house cause one day I’m going to give you enough grandkids to fill it full.”
Nick winced as he swore he heard her laughter on the wind right before she’d dashed into the house to inspect it. And as he stood there with his memories, rain began pouring down on him, soaking him to the bone.
All he could think about now was the night he’d found his mother dead in that chair in the library…
Unrelenting pain and grief tore through him with talons made of steel. They shredded every part of him.
How could she be gone, and by such vicious means? Her throat had been ripped out and her body drained of blood. His mother had been a tiny, frail woman. Delicate.
Defenseless.
And she was all he’d ever had.
“I can give you vengeance.”
That had been Stryker’s promise to him. The Daimon lord had told him that if Nick gave him information against Acheron and the other Dark-Hunters and the Squires who served them, then Stryker would give him the power he needed to kill Ash.
That was all Nick wanted now.
Suddenly, he heard Ash’s voice in his head. “You know, Nick. I envy you your mother. She’s one hell of a lady. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for her.”
He glared up at the dark clouds. “Why did you let her die, Ash?” he snarled under his breath. “God damn you!” But in his heart, he knew who was really to blame for all of this, and that hurt even more. If only he’d been a better son. A better friend. None of this would have happened.
He’d been the one who had signed on to this world where danger was an intrinsic part. Had he just told his mother the truth, then she wouldn’t have gone home that night with a Daimon. She would be safe now and happy.
Instead, she’d been killed because of him, and that was a truth that cut to the deepest part of his being.