Wanting to cheer his dour mood, she pulled him up by his arm. “C’mon. Let’s take a shower and then I’ll call in sick to work.”
“You can’t. What if you get fired?”
She shrugged. “I’ll find another job.”
He shook his head at her. “You are amazing.”
She smiled at him.
Erin called into work only to be reminded of the marketing report that had been due on Friday, which she had forgotten to drop off.
“The meeting is at noon,” John told her.
“Okay, I’m on my way up there with it.”
“Is something wrong?” V’Aidan asked as she hung up the phone.
She shook her head. “I just have to take something to the office. Want to come with me?”
“Sure.”
They didn’t speak much as she drove across town. V’Aidan held her hand the entire time and Erin had to admit she liked the strength of his hand wrapped around hers.
Once they reached her building, Erin led V’Aidan into the maze where her cubicle was. He watched the hustle and bustle of corporate life with a dispassionate stare.
Erin went to John’s office, only to find it empty.
With V’Aidan directly behind her, she dropped the report in John’s in-box, then turned to leave.
Chrissy stood in the doorway with Rick Sword behind her. The two of them stepped into the office and closed the door.
Erin heard V’Aidan curse.
What the devil was going on?
“What are you doing here?” V’Aidan asked, his voice laced with anger.
“Waiting for you.” Chrissy stepped around them and pulled the blinds closed. “You won’t dare fight us in her workplace, will you, V’Aidan? All we have to do is make ourselves invisible to the humans and they won’t see or hear anything but her. And her they’ll lock up in an asylum as soon as we’re gone.”
Erin still didn’t understand what was going on. But she had a sick feeling that she had been duped from the very beginning by all of this.
If V’Aidan could be real then so could they.
“What is this?” Erin demanded.
Chrissy’s eyes flashed to yellow and it was then Erin knew the truth.
Chrissy was the she-snake from her nightmares.
“Stay out of it, human,” Rick said. “We will deal with you after we finish with him.”
V’Aidan pulled Erin behind him.
“How very sweet.” Chrissy’s tone was mocking. “One would think you were Oneroi the way you coddle her.”
“He is Oneroi,” Erin shot back, her entire body shaking from panic. How could she and V’Aidan fight them here? Like this?
Rick laughed at her words. “Is that the lie you told her?”
V’Aidan held his breath. He didn’t want her to find out like this. “Erin, I…” His words faltered as he turned to see the confused look on her face.
He didn’t want to tell her the truth. He didn’t want to be what he was anymore. She had shown him something better and he didn’t want to go back to the way he’d been.
“What does she mean?” Erin asked.
“He’s your dragon,” Krysti’Ana said mercilessly. “The thing I fought the first night we met in your dreams.”
“No.” Erin shook her head. “It’s a lie. V’Aidan, tell me it’s a lie.”
He wanted to, but he couldn’t. He’d lied so many times that it shouldn’t have mattered to him. Yet it did.
“I’m a Skotos, Erin.”
Her eyes filled with tears. “It was you! You who made me so terrified I couldn’t sleep? You who chased me and… and…” She couldn’t even begin to recount the torture he had put her through during those first few weeks. She had thought she was losing her mind. “Why did you trick me into thinking you were Oneroi? Was it just so you could feed from me?”
“At first, I only wanted to get you away from Krysti’Ana. I knew you wouldn’t go with the dragon, so I appeared to you as a man. And then later…” His voice trailed off as his eyes went dead.
“You lied to me.”
“I know.”
She backed away from him. The agony in her eyes sliced him.
V’Aidan clenched his teeth as grief washed over him. “I needed you, Erin. And I didn’t know how else to keep you with me.” He reached for her.
She cringed and the gesture tore through him. She no longer wanted his touch.
Like all the others, she, too, rejected him.
The hurt betrayal on her face made him feel lower than any of the insults the others had ever dealt him.
“I should have known,” she whispered, “someone like you pretended to be could never really want someone like me.”
V’Aidan winced at the pain in her voice. “Erin, don’t say that. You are the most wonderful person who has ever been born.”
“Is that another of your lies?”
V’Aidan closed his eyes. There was nothing he could say to make this right. He’d been wrong from the very beginning.
All he could do now was make sure no other of his kind hurt her.
“M’Ordant!” he called, summoning his brother to him.
The Oneroi appeared between Krysti’Ana and Rec’Sord.
V’Aidan took a deep breath. “I will go with them peacefully if you will keep them from her.”
“It is my job, is it not?”
V’Aidan nodded. It was the job of the Oneroi to help. It was the job of a Skotos to use and destroy.
He turned to look at Erin, but she refused to meet his gaze. Judging by the tears she fought, he would say he’d done his job very well this time.
His last view of her was when M’Ordant wrapped his arm around her the way he yearned to.
Krysti’Ana and Rec’Sord grabbed him to take him home.
“I’m sorry, Erin,” V’Aidan whispered as they shimmered from her realm into his. “I’m so very sorry.”
Erin didn’t move. She knew V’Aidan was gone. She’d heard the sincerity of his apology as he vanished. But inside she was all raw emotions. Raw betrayal. She kept seeing the horrible dragon in the cave. Feeling the scaly talons on her.
How could that be the same man who had made love to her? The same man who had made her love him?
The betrayal of it lacerated her heart. Why? Why had he made her believe in him?
“I don’t understand any of this,” she said to M’Ordant.
“Sh,” he said, brushing her hair back from her face. “Krysti’Ana and Rec’Sord wanted you for their own, but V’Aidan got to you first. When she found out he’d beat her to you, she was livid.”
“But how did he find me?”
“Something in your subconscious called out to him. He was only supposed to give you a single nightmare and move on, but he didn’t.”
“And Chrissy?”
“When she couldn’t take you from him, she called in her mate, Rec’Sord. I was alerted shortly thereafter to protect you. I told V’Aidan to leave you. He refused.”
Her head swam from M’Ordant’s information and from the pain and hurt inside her. “Why did he refuse to leave me?”
“I don’t know. I guess it’s just what he is. The Skoti suck the hopes and dreams out of others. I suppose he got a kick out of playing the hero with you. Building you up so he could hurt you more.”
Erin felt so foolish. So betrayed. How could she have been so blind?
The eyes, she thought with a start. She should have realized the eyes were the same color.
Was she really that desperate for a hero that she would accept a demon in disguise?
Suddenly, she felt ill.
Heartbroken, she headed home, wanting to forget she had ever heard of V’Aidan.
Erin sat alone for the rest of the day, thinking, remembering.
“You should be a writer.” V’Aidan’s kind voice echoed through her head.
It wasn’t the demon she remembered as she sat on her couch, clutching a pillow to her middle. It was the man. And as she sat alone in her apartment, she realized she would never again see him.
Never be able to share her day or her thoughts.
Most of all, she couldn’t tell him her dreams. V’Aidan might have started off by feeding from her, but in the end he had given her so much more.
He had been her friend as much as he had been her lover.
The loss tore through her.
But what could she do? He was back in his world and she was in hers. It was over.
There was nothing left.
In the end, the Skotos had won after all. V’Aidan had drained all her happiness, all her hopes, all her dreams. What was left was an aching, empty shell that wanted nothing more of this world or the other.
As the days went by, the pain of betrayal began to lessen and Erin remembered more of her dreams.
The more she remembered, the more she wanted to see V’Aidan one last time. Could she have been so stupid as to let him completely fool her?
She didn’t think so.
V’Aidan wasn’t that cruel. She’d seen things in him that defied what she knew him to be. His words came back to her. Words of protection. He had taught her to release her creativity to keep the Skoti away.
And there at the end…
“I will go with them peacefully if you will keep them from her.”
No, those weren’t the words of a monster. Those were the words of a man who cared more for her safety than for his own. Such a man, regardless of what M’Ordant had told her, was not all evil.
Desperate, Erin went to sleep, trying to find V’Aidan again. It didn’t work.
Erin woke up in the middle of the night, terrified. Where was V’Aidan and why wouldn’t he come to her?
For more than a week she tried everything she could think of to reach V’Aidan. Nothing worked. And as every day passed, she hurt more.
There had to be some way to contact him.
Discouraged and heartbroken, Erin sat at her desk, dazed. She’d barely slept in days and she was so weary.