“No, I’m worried that you have no plan. You’re not thinking about any of these things, and you need to figure them out, not for us, but for yourself. What is it you want?”
That part was easy. I wanted to wake up next to Rogan every morning. Sometimes he would be Connor, sometimes he would be Mad Rogan, and I was good with that. I loved all of him.
“I don’t know how it will turn out. I’m taking it one day at a time.”
“We’ll be fine,” Bern said. “You don’t need to worry about us.”
“What do you mean?”
“I checked the accounts. We have enough money to survive on for about ten months. Maybe a year if we stretch. With no new cases coming in.”
“I know that.”
“You don’t need to worry about money. We can wait on things like House security. Don’t jump into something because you think that the family needs things, because we’ve become a House.”
Thank you, Garen Shaffer. “It’s not like that. I love him, Bern. I mean that.”
“I was afraid of that,” he said quietly. “I don’t want you to be hurt.”
“Thank you. Rogan won’t hurt me.”
“You weren’t there when he was watching you with Garen. His face was flat. Cold. He stood there, without an expression on his face, and twisted solid metal into bows like it was Play-Doh.”
“He didn’t prevent me from going to that dinner. He never asked me not to go. When Garen walked into my office, he didn’t storm over and try to throw him out. He put himself on a chain for my benefit, because as much as he wants to wrap me in bubble wrap and kidnap me to his lair, he knows I wouldn’t stand for it. He’s trying to make sure I see all choices available to us as an emerging House. As we were walking home, after he watched me and Garen, he told me one more time that from a genetic perspective, Garen was the better choice.”
“Is Garen the better choice?”
“No. Because I don’t love him. Even if love wasn’t a factor, I would choose Rogan over him. When we were naked and freezing in David Howling’s cistern, Rogan sacrificed himself for me. He fully expected to die. If Garen and I were in danger, and only one of us could make it, Garen would rationalize why he was the better choice to survive and leave me.”
“Just be careful, Nevada.”
It was too late for that. I was all in. “I will.”
The phone rang. An unfamiliar number. I accepted. “You’ve reached Nevada Baylor.”
“You wanted to talk,” a cultured female voice said. “I will meet you at Takara in fifteen minutes. If you do not show, I’ll know where we stand.”
The call ended.
“Was that . . . ?” Bern blinked.
“That was Victoria Tremaine.” When Linus Duncan made you a promise, he kept it. She’d picked Takara, the place where I often ate. It was a dig at me. See, I know where you eat and what you like to order. I have your whole life under surveillance.
I locked my jaw and took the exit.
“You can’t be serious,” Bern said.
“She tried twice and failed both times. She wants to talk, I’ll talk to her.”
“This isn’t wise.”
“If we don’t talk, she’ll just keep trying and we can’t afford that. Eventually the girls and Leon have to go to school. We have to live normal lives. Our House status will protect us, but she’s determined. I don’t want her throwing wrenches into it.”
“How do you know it’s safe?”
“Because Linus Duncan arranged it. Do you want me to drop you off?”
“No.” Bern pulled out his phone.
“What are you doing?”
“Texting Bug. I want to know what we’re driving into. I want him to get eyes on the restaurant, and I want him to get us some backup.”
Takara served as our go-to sushi place when we wanted a treat. Its listing said Asian Fusion, which in their case meant authentic Japanese cuisine and bulgogi on the menu. A quiet place, furnished in rich tones of brown and green with elegant but comfortable décor. When Rogan invited me to our first lunch, I decided to meet him there, because Takara sat right in the middle of a large shopping plaza off I-10 that had everything from Toys “R” Us and Academy Sports, to Olive Garden and H-E-B, the trademark Texas grocery store. Nonstop traffic, lots of people, and very little privacy. The perfect place to meet someone you don’t trust.
Despite the two-thirds full parking lot, I recognized Victoria’s car immediately. It was the only Mercedes with a human Rottweiler in a suit stationed by it. I parked at the opposite end of the parking lot.
“Do you want to come in?” I asked Bern.
“No. She doesn’t want to see me. I’m going to stay here and keep the car running in case you come running out.”
I handed the keys to him and stepped out of the vehicle. Victoria’s bodyguard watched me as I crossed the parking lot. Twenty yards separated me from the door, and each step proved harder than the last. I could barely move. Finally my hand fastened around the door handle. Made it.
I took a deep breath and walked into Takara with my head held high.
The restaurant was empty, except for one patron. Victoria Tremaine sat in the back by the window. Almost the same table Rogan had chosen. She wore a beautifully tailored black suit. A stunning blue and turquoise shawl, gossamer thin and embroidered with peacock feathers, hung off her left shoulder. It gleamed, catching the light from the window, with what was probably real gold thread.
A hostess smiled at me.
“I’m with the lady in the shawl,” I told her.
Her smile faltered slightly. “Please, this way.”
“No need. I see her.”
I marched to the table and checked the floor for traces of an arcane circle, just in case.
Victoria Tremaine scoffed.
“One can never be too careful.” I sat in the chair.
A waiter approached us.
“Bring hot tea,” Victoria ordered. “Green or black, whatever is best in the house. Two cups. Leave the kettle and keep it refilled. My granddaughter and I will be talking. Don’t disturb us.”
The waiter took off at a near run.
When I thought of grandmother, I thought of Grandma Frida, with her halo of platinum curls and the comforting smell of machine grease and gun oil that seemed to follow her everywhere. To me, that word meant safety and warmth. No matter how badly I screwed things up with Mom and Dad, Grandma Frida would always be there to listen, to make me laugh.
Victoria Tremaine couldn’t be more different. She was taller and heavier than Grandma Frida, who was always bird-boned, but it was a formidable kind of heaviness. She wasn’t fat, she was solid, as if the age accreted around her. Lines crossed her face. Unlike most aging wealthy, she hadn’t bothered with either plastic surgery or illusion magic. Her hair, styled the last time I saw a recording of her, had been artfully chopped into a shorter cut that emphasized the severe lines of her face. I looked at her eyes and wished I hadn’t. They were the exact blue of my father’s. But my father’s eyes had been kind, laughing, sometimes stern. Victoria’s eyes were those of a raptor. She wasn’t an evil witch, she was the aging queen. Instead of mellowing with age, she had only grown more dangerous, ruthless, and merciless.
“You look like James,” she said.
“I also hold his values.”
“And what are those?”
“I take care of my family, and I try to be a good person.”
“A good person?” She leaned half an inch forward. “Do tell.”
If we took that exit, we’d be at it for a while. “You wanted to speak to me. I’m here.”
“I want you to drop this House Baylor nonsense. You belong to House Tremaine.”
“No. Was there anything else?”
“You have no connections. You have no finances, no workforce, and you don’t even know enough to realize how much you don’t know.”
“I’ll learn.”
The waiter brought the tea and placed it in front of us with two cups.
“At what cost? You have no idea how deep these waters are. We are related by blood. Blood is the only thing in this world you can trust.”