Hell yes, she’d ignored Liam’s voice mail messages once they’d returned from the Bahamas earthquake rescue six months ago. Her feelings for him scared her clear down to her toenails. Not just lust—although there was plenty of that oozing from her pores around him. But if it had been only sexual attraction, she could have resisted or just slept with him and moved on.
Liam made her want… more.
And if she felt herself weakening around Liam now? All she had to do was look at those three frilly garters dangling from his rearview mirror. Three reminders that the man had been married and divorced three frickin’ times. The man might be a rock of support for her crisis, but when it came to relationships…?
He was a hot-as-hell train wreck.
***
Liam settled in behind the wheel of his Jeep, every muscle screaming for a soak in his hot tub. At least he’d made it through the swim and run, staying in front, leading the pack. He would lead his men to the end, but damn, his body paid the price.
He pitched his time-worn duffel onto the passenger seat and cranked the engine. His camos clung to his body from rain and perspiration even as the sun set. Heat still steamed along the asphalt. His shower in the locker room had been rushed, a quick rinse off. He preferred to haul his ass home and wash at his leisure there, the sooner the better if he expected to rustle up some supper before ten.
He checked his rearview mirror—complete with three lacy garters dangling a reminder of past mistakes—and waited for a dude on a motorcycle to pass. He backed out, then forward, steering onto the main roadway and into the flow of traffic. Cars spewed through the base front gate and into the civilian world as the workday ended. Rain hammered his windshield, but he slid the window open anyhow and just rolled up his sleeves. His musty clothes carried a special kind of funk. Right now, he needed that hot tub, a longneck, and solitude to nurse his aching body.
Alone.
Yeah, that one word summed up his social life these days, but better that than wrecking another woman’s life. Elbow hanging out the window, he cleared the front gate. Palm trees lined the road, ocean just beyond. Salty wind spiraled through, whipping around his ripe musty scent mixed with something else.
His nose twitched. He breathed deeper and smelled…
A wet dog?
What the hell?
His ears tuned in tighter and he picked up the whisper of shallow breathing. Human sounding. Not his own.
His brain shouted an alert.
He had an extra passenger.
Instincts ramped into overdrive. He was trained in rescue, medical aid…
And combat.
He tucked one hand into his duffel, closing around the cool comfort of his Desert Eagle semiautomatic handgun as he worked to smoothly swerve the Jeep around traffic, over into the far lane. Close to the shoulder, without giving away his intent. Just three seconds. He only needed three… two… one.
Liam whipped the Jeep off the road and turned around in a flash. Gun level, he pointed it directly at—
What the fuck?
Rachel Flores?
The woman he’d half fallen in love with six months ago, the bombshell brunette he still thought about nearly every day, was huddled in the back of the Jeep with one arm around her black Lab. Her brown eyes stared back at him, dark as undiluted coffee and just as potent. Except they held terror, which was so unlike the fearless firecracker he’d met who’d climbed on piles of shifting rubble with her search and rescue canine. She was so tenacious in her work he’d often lost perspective on how short—hell, how delicate—she really was. Every cell in his body screamed to haul her over the seat and into his arms, to soak in the feel of her. The draw to her now was every bit as much of a slam in the gut as it had been when he first saw her.
Not that she’d felt the same, which still stung more than it should for someone he’d known for all of three weeks, six months ago. So why was she here? Hiding? Her damp hair was a tangled mess, trailing down her shoulders and onto her dog until they almost seemed connected. Disco growled low in his throat.
Liam pulled the handgun back slowly, pointing it toward the canvas roof. And still the fear didn’t leave her eyes.
“Rachel?” He tucked his Desert Eagle semiautomatic back into his gear. “Holy crap, woman. I could have killed you.”
“But you didn’t.” She exhaled slowly before leaning to whisper something in her dog’s ear. Disco quieted, even if his muscles flexed with tension under his sleek coat.
Liam shoved the bag to the floor and extended a hand to her. “Come up front and tell me why the hell you’re holed up inside my Jeep.”
“I would rather stay back here while you drive.”
This was getting weirder by the second. An SUV sped past, sluicing a wall of water against the side of his Jeep. She flinched at the sound and away from his hand. Again, so unlike the charge-ahead Rachel he’d known before.
Something was wrong. Seriously wrong. The fear in her eyes intensified, reaching out to him and pushing back his own frustrations over being ignored, which was worse than being dumped.“Are you in trouble with the law?” Not that he could fathom her doing anything illegal. His mind sifted through other possibilities as he resisted the impulse to smooth back her hair, comfort her somehow. “Is there a guy harassing you? An ex-boyfriend? A stalker?”
Now that sent his protective instincts pumping into an overdrive that rivaled anything her growling dog had going on. His hand gravitated toward his duffel.
She shook her head. “I’ll explain everything while you drive. Please. Let’s get back on the road and to your house.”
A VW whined past, honking. Rachel huddled lower, her face paling under her honey tan complexion. He’d seen that look before on soldiers in the field—shell shock. She was right about needing to get to his house. He stood a better chance at being able to take care of her there.
“Fine, then. I’ll drive and you can talk.” He accelerated, wedging back into beach traffic. “How about you fill me in on what’s going on here? You’ve gotta know you’re worrying the hell out of me.”
Windshield wipers slapped away sheeting rain again and again until he wondered if she was going to stay silent the whole way back. He glanced up into the rearview mirror. Her eyes met his, and damned if the air didn’t crackle as if lightning had zapped his Jeep. The tug he felt to this woman hadn’t dimmed one bit.
Too bad her freaked-out vibes and those three wedding garters framing the rearview mirror in satin and lace had to wreck the mood. “Rachel?”
She blinked fast, her hand curving over her dog’s head repeatedly. “I’m sorry about your roof. I’ll pay for the repair.”
“Repair?” Just that fast he heard the whistling air and felt a hint of rain coming from the passenger side. He looked right fast and… “Shit! You cut a hole in my car.”
He loved his car. Hell, the Jeep had hung on longer than any of his marriages.
“A small slice,” she rushed to say. “Just big enough to reach in and unlock the door.”
He dialed back his shock—and yeah, some pissed-off emotions in there too—and let reason take charge. She had to have been desperate to accomplish all of that, undetected on base. Security had some explaining to do. “Why didn’t you wait at my house or in the lobby at my squadron?”
“Don’t you think I would have preferred that to cutting up your car and wedging myself back here?” Her voice rose with building hysteria. “Believe me, this is—you are—absolutely my last resort.”
Now wasn’t that a bite in the ego? “Glad to know you exhausted all your more palatable options first.”
“That didn’t come out how I meant.” She sagged back, her damp clothes clinging to her gentle curves. “I’m really hanging on by a thread here, Liam. Yes, I’m being threatened, but not by a boyfriend or stalker. It’s complicated and scary as hell.”
Her husky voice trembled. Whatever the cause, there was no denying the woman was frightened to death, the way his mom had been scared when the doctors told her she wasn’t going to beat the cancer. The fight was over. His dad may have been around, but he hadn’t been much on comfort. So she’d been pretty much alone, with just an eleven-year-old son trying to figure out how to make her stop crying.
“Why didn’t you just call me? Rachel, you’ve got to know I would have been there for you in a heartbeat.” Because yeah, he could kick ass in the field, play the whole master-of-his-universe role, but when it came to women, this woman? He had zip in the way of defenses. “Breaking into my car wasn’t exactly safe.”
“I’m desperate.”
Or unstable? Possible. But it seemed unlikely. While they’d worked the earthquake rescue, he could have sworn she had nerves of steel. Which only lent all the more credence to her fear now. He nailed the gas until his Jeep ate up the miles.
His house came into view, a one-story green stucco with a couple of squat sago palms and a small yard he paid the neighbor kid to mow, since he was on the road most of the time. Who would Rachel have reached out to if he’d moved?
A week from now, he would have been past the multinational summit, and his team would have completed their high-profile security assignment. After that, he would be shuffled aside to finish out his remaining months of active duty in a job where they vowed his experience was more valuable than brawn—which meant his body was shit.
But he was here, and she needed him. He could do the comfort gig, the way he’d done for his mom. He turned into his driveway, thumbing the garage-door remote on his visor. Once inside, he shut off the Jeep, the door rolling closed behind him. Sealing them together in his house. Alone.
For the first time in six months, he had Rachel with him in the flesh, and when he looked at her, the last thing he thought about was his mother.
Chapter 2
Finally, she was safe. For now. Alone with Liam at his house.
Thank God, he wasn’t going to kick her out. Relief rocked through her so hard, she wasn’t sure her legs would hold her.
Rachel scooped up her backpack from the floor and wished her thoughts were as easy to gather. Liam lifted the seat and extended his hand for her. It would have been silly to refuse. She closed her fingers around his. The warm clasp, the strength, seeped up her arm with a comfort she felt greedy in accepting. She’d been right to come here. Selfish. But right.
As she hopped from the car, he watched her with a hint of suspicion and something else, something that drew her to him now just as it had before. She landed toe-to-toe with him. So close she could easily lean into his chest as he towered over her, a full twelve inches taller and ripped with whipcord strength.
His sandy blond hair was damp. The water darkened his thick short hair to more of a light brown. His tanned skin smelled of sun and soap. His rawboned features were angular and good looking in a rugged way, more than mere poster-boy handsome. Lines fanned from the corners of sea green eyes, lines that spoke of wisdom, experience, and a sense of humor. His camouflage uniform promised training to back up all that seasoned strength.
He was a man who’d lived a hard life and survived. While he was lean, his body wasn’t some gangly twenty-five-year-old’s that couldn’t be trusted not to bust out an impulsive move. His muscled power was honed, thoughtful, even immovable.
Liam McCabe was a rare kind of man. He was a man to count on. And exactly the man she needed right now.
“Thank you.” And she didn’t just mean for helping her out of the car.
“I’m here to serve.”
He half grinned, stroking back her hair in a way that was far more comforting than if he’d hugged her, patted her back, and mumbled soothing nonsense that wouldn’t fix a thing. She could see the restraint in his eyes, the unanswered questions, but he was giving her what she needed most now. The space to hold herself together.