"Do you like the life, in there?" he asked, jerking his head in the

direction of the Museum. "Dreadful grind, isn't it? But, somehow, it

gets hold of you; there's a kind of fascination in literature." He spoke

the magic word with the air of quite an old, old man of letters. "I

ought to have been a grocer. My father's got a shop in Middleswick; he

calls it The Emporium. I think that's why I couldn't stick it. Pity,

isn't it? for it's a rattling good business. Another thing; I couldn't

stand the apron. Guv'nor insisted on the apron; 'begin from the

beginning' sort of thing, you know. And then I felt the call of

literature. Fond of reading, and all that. You know?"

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Celia nodded. That tender heart of hers was quite ready with its

comprehension and sympathy.

"I hope you will succeed; but if you don't--Ah, well; you can go back,"

she said, half-enviously.

"No; one doesn't go back," he said, with a gravity that sat curiously on

his boyish face. "Once you've got the fever, you've got it for life.

Tiger tasting blood, you know. I'd rather be a literary man than--than

the German Emperor. Of course, I'm hoping to do better things; but even

the stuff I do makes me--oh, well, kind of happy. Every time I get a

proof something runs through me, something grateful and comforting--like

the cocoa. I mean to get on to fiction presently." He blushed like a

girl, and looked at her timidly, with the appealing look of a dog in his

eyes. "I've tried my hand already at a short story or two." He paused.

"I say"--hesitatingly, his eyes still more dog-like--"you are so awfully

kind, I wonder whether you'd mind looking at one of my things. Oh, of

course, it's too much to ask! You're busy--you work hard, I know; I've

watched you."

"Why, I shall be very pleased to read something you have written," said

Celia, smiling encouragement.

"You will! Oh, that's stunning of you! I'll send you a short story

to-night, if you'll give me your address. But perhaps you'd rather not,"

he added, quickly.

"Why not?" said Celia. She gave it to him.

"I'll send it," he whispered; but as he spoke, his hand went towards his

breast-pocket.

Celia tried not to smile; for she saw what was coming.

"To tell you the truth," he said, with a burst of candour, "I've got one

with me. I'll give it to you now. But for Heaven's sake don't look at it

here! I should see by your face what you thought of it, and you're

likely to think precious little of it; you'll think it tommy-rot;

though, of course, you won't say so. Look here!" he went on, as he drew

out the precious manuscript slowly, "don't tell me that it 'shows

promise'; I can bear anything but that. That's fatal; it's what all the

beastly editors say when they don't mean to have anything to do with

you."




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