Had she escaped Oliver only to die at the hands of the man who’d killed Marcie? If she was murdered today, what would happen to Kate? Would Wendy raise her?
God, no-please, no. She could imagine the many small ways Wendy might torture Kate for mistakes that had nothing to do with her. Wendy wouldn’t do it intentionally, of course. She was basically a decent person, and had once been someone Jane admired very much. But the hurt and resentment that had festered since Noah’s death would eventually manifest itself. Jane felt sure of it. Problem was, she didn’t want Kate to live with the Burkes, either. They were too old to be raising children.
Kate needed her mother. Which meant Jane’s only option was to get out of this alive. As frightened as she was, as unsure as she felt of her own ability to withstand this fresh onslaught of terror, she had to dig deep, think quick, act brave.
She looked at the tattoo on her hand. She saw no answers there, but she did see a reminder of who she was. She’d been through this before and survived it. She would survive again. For Kate’s sake. For Sebastian. Finally, she had a chance at happiness. She wasn’t going to let someone like Malcolm take that away.
“Hey, you coming around back there?” Malcolm hollered.
Jane hadn’t expected him to speak to her. He’d seemed too absorbed in his thoughts and the music.
With a tortured sigh, she laid her throbbing head on her arms.
When she didn’t answer, he turned around to see her. She could hear the difference in the volume of his voice. “How you feeling?”
“Like I’ve been beaten up by a loser with no conscience,” she muttered.
“That’s funny,” he said. “You’re a real comedian. But maybe you should show some respect and just be glad you weren’t killed by that ‘loser.’ It’s not too late for me to change my mind, you know.”
She knew that very well. But if he hadn’t killed her already, he was keeping her alive for a reason.
“What are you doing, Malcolm?” Her tone suggested he was nothing more than a recalcitrant child. She wasn’t about to give him the pleasure of revealing how much he frightened her.
“You know what I’m doing. I’m using you to get to Sebastian. I’m tired of his bullshit. We’re going to get this over with once and for all. And then I’ll be free.”
“Maybe you’ll kill Sebastian. Maybe you’ll kill me, too. But you won’t be free. Your actions will be with you every day of your life. My partners at The Last Stand won’t rest until they track you down and put you in jail. It will never be over.”
“Don’t try to scare me,” he said. “I outsmarted the entire police department back in Jersey. I can certainly handle three broads running a two-bit charity. They wouldn’t find me. No one will.” He laughed triumphantly. “Sebastian wouldn’t have been able to follow me to Sacramento if I hadn’t been stupid enough to trust Mary. And I never would’ve gotten back at him if he hadn’t been stupid enough to trust Constance. It’s trust that gets you into trouble every damn time. If you don’t trust anyone, you don’t have anything to worry about.”
“If you don’t trust anyone, you don’t really have a life,” she told him. “You might go through the motions, but it doesn’t mean anything.” She groaned as if trying to get more comfortable, but she was really testing the handcuffs. Was there any way to slip her hands out?
No, they were so tight they were cutting into her wrists. The pole was solid, too. Even if she used all her strength, she wouldn’t be able to bend or break it. She was trussed up like a turkey, completely powerless as they hurtled closer and closer to the fate Malcolm had planned for her. “Believe me, I know about trust,” she added.
“You sound jaded.”
“I’ve got good reason to be.”
“Yeah, well, don’t we all.”
Where was her cell phone? Malcolm had taken it. He’d grabbed it from her right before plunging his fist into her face. Or maybe he’d hit her with something other than his fist? She hadn’t actually seen a weapon, but it’d felt more like a baseball bat.
“What would make you forget about Sebastian?” she asked.
He laughed out loud. “Now you’re trying to bargain with me?”
“You’ve already killed his son. Isn’t that enough?”
“Colton was just like his father. He deserved it.”
“Colton was a child.”
“Shut up! I don’t want to talk to you anymore!”
She pushed against the back doors with her feet. Maybe he hadn’t locked them properly. “You’d be smarter to toss me out on the side of the road and take off while you can.”
“I’m not leaving until you’re both dead.”
Those words brought back the fear. His intentions were unmistakable. And no matter how hard she pressed on the doors, they wouldn’t budge. There was no way to free herself, no way out. “You won’t get away with it,” she said. But with every passing mile, it looked more and more as if he would.
Sebastian had dropped Kate off at Jane’s in-laws and was racing through the countryside in his Pontiac. The police still had possession of the Lexus. He was getting charged for both cars, but that was the least of his worries right now. He hadn’t called the cops about what was going on, but it wasn’t because Malcolm had warned him not to. He planned to text David once he reached the house. He had the message all typed out. He just needed to buy himself a little time first. He couldn’t afford to have the police take control before he was ready, and he knew if he involved them they’d do exactly that. He was only a civilian. They’d tell him to stay out of the way. But he couldn’t trust them to save Jane. David cared about her, but not as much as Sebastian did. This was between him and the man who’d already killed his son. He’d known it would come down to this eventually…
But that didn’t mean he wasn’t second-guessing himself with every passing minute. As he drove closer to the ranch, he also grew more inclined to call David before he got there. Was he overestimating his abilities?
He didn’t think so, but maybe he was no longer capable of being objective. He kept recalling the moment he’d laid eyes on the cold body of his son. Colton and Emily had been killed before Sebastian had even realized they were facing a serious problem. He wouldn’t let that happen again. Ever. Not to anyone he loved. He’d save Jane if he had to sacrifice his own life to do it. A cop could give her no more.