'Because you're the only who has the moral right to do it. You're the one under threat. You're only protecting yourself. For anybody else, handing over a Light One, even if he is purely acting on instinct, self-taught and misguided, would be too much of a shock. You'll survive it.'
'I'm not so sure.'
'You will. And remember, Anton. You've only got tonight. The Day Watch have no reason to drag things out. They'll bring a formal charge against you in the morning.'
'Boris Ignatievich!'
'Now remember. Remember who was in the restaurant. Who followed the Dark Magician out to the lavatory?'
'Nobody,' Svetlana put in. 'I'm sure of it. I kept looking to see when he would come out.'
'That means the Maverick was waiting for the Dark Magician in there. But he had to come out. Do you remember? Sveta, Anton?'
Neither of us said anything. I didn't remember. I'd been trying not to look at the Dark Magician.
'One man did come out,' said Svetlana. 'He was kind of. . .'
She thought about it.
'Ordinary, absolutely ordinary. An average man, as if someone had mixed a million faces together and made an average one. I just caught a glimpse and forgot him straight away.'
'Remember now,' the boss demanded.
'I can't, Boris Ignatievich. He was just a man. Middle-aged. I didn't even realise he was an Other.'
'He's an elemental Other. He doesn't even enter the Twilight, just stays right on the edge. Remember, Sveta! His face or some distinctive feature.'
Svetlana rubbed her nose with her finger.
'When he came out and sat down at his table, there was a woman there. A beautiful woman with dark blonde hair. It was dyed. And she was upset about something. She was smiling, but her smile looked wrong. As if she wanted to stay, but they had to leave.'
She started thinking again.
'The woman's aura. You remember it. Let me have the image!' the boss exclaimed, speaking more loudly and in a different tone. Of course, no one in the restaurant heard him, but for a brief moment the expressions on people's faces distorted and a waiter carrying a tray stumbled and dropped a bottle of wine and two glasses.
Svetlana shook her head sharply. The boss had put her in a trance as easily as if she was an ordinary human. Her pupils opened wide and a pale, thin, glimmering rainbow connected their two faces.
'Thank you, Sveta,' said Boris Ignatievich.
'Did I manage it?' the girl asked, surprised.
'Yes. You can consider yourself a seventh-grade magician. I'll confirm that I tested you in person. Anton!'
This time I looked into the boss's eyes.
A brief jolt.
Streaming threads of an energy unknown to ordinary humans.
An image.
No, I didn't see the face of the Maverick's female companion. I saw her aura, and that's worth far more. Blue and green layers intermingled like ice-cream in a glass, a small brown spot, a white streak. A fairly complex aura, not easy to forget, and essentially quite attractive. It upset me – she loved him.
She loved him and she was feeling hurt about something. She thought he didn't love her any more, but she was still holding on and she was prepared to keep going on like that.
By following this woman's trail I would find the Maverick. And hand him over to a tribunal – to certain death.
'No!' I said.
The boss gave me a pitying look.
'She's not guilty of anything. And she loves him, you can see that.'
That dismal music was still whining in my ears, and nobody there took any notice of my cry. I could have rolled around on the floor and dived under people's tables – they'd have just lifted their feet up and carried on with their curries.
Svetlana looked at us. She'd remembered the aura, but she hadn't been able to interpret it. That's a grade six skill.
'Then you'll die,' said the boss.
'At least I'll know what for.'
'Have you thought about the people who love you, Anton?'
'I don't have any right to do that.'
Boris Ignatievich grinned wryly:
'A hero! Oh, what great heroes we all are! Clean hands, hearts of gold, feet that have never trodden in shit. Have you forgotten the woman who was taken out of here? And the crying children, have you forgotten them? They're not Dark Ones. They're ordinary people, the ones we promised to protect. How long do we spend on getting the balance right for every operation we plan? I may curse our analysts every moment of the day, but why are they all grey-haired by the age of fifty?'
It felt like the boss was striking me across the face. He was lecturing me just as I'd lectured Svetlana so recently, with absolute confidence.
'The Watch needs you, Anton. It needs Sveta. But it doesn't need some crazy psychopath, no matter how well intentioned he might be. It's easy enough to take a little dagger and start hunting Dark Ones in back alleys and lavatories. Without thinking about the consequences or weighing up the guilt. Where's our front line, Anton?'
'Among ordinary people.' I lowered my eyes.