Emilia shook her head, the motion stilted. We couldn’t afford to set off the motion sensors. We couldn’t afford the light. We couldn’t afford to draw attention to the library.
What do they want?
I didn’t waste my breath to risk asking that question out loud. Emilia had no way of knowing the answer—not if she’d seen what she’d seen and then run.
Run. Run-run-run—
Every instinct I had told me to get out of here. I was trapped. And if they looked for us—if they wanted to find us, there was nowhere to hide. And if they weren’t looking for us, if this was an attack and they decided to concentrate on the classrooms, then our classmates, the ones who’d made it back to class after the assembly—
Without even realizing I was doing it, I shifted. I was going to get up. I was going to do something. But Emilia’s fingernails dug into my arm.
Don’t. Like my last question, her plea was silent. Don’t be stupid.
Don’t leave her there alone.
“Henry’s out there,” I told Emilia, my voice nearly refusing to form the words. “And Vivvie—”
I had no idea where Vivvie was. She’d bolted, minutes before the first shot.
There was a moment of silence out in the hallway, and then a rapid-fire burst of shots, louder than the others. Closer.
Emilia squeezed her eyes shut. I eased the phone out of my pocket. Call. Call for help. Dial—
No service. I heard footsteps outside the door, heard someone shouting out orders. Why wasn’t my phone working?
Had they knocked out the service? They.
For the first time, I let myself process the fact that there was a word for the kind of people who infiltrated the security force of an elite private school and then began shooting.
Terrorists.
“Somebody roofied me.” Beside me, Emilia’s eyes were open now. She was pale and staring straight ahead. “At that party, someone roofied me.”
This was the first time she’d ever said the words. I knew that, just like I knew that she didn’t want to die without saying them.
We’re not going to die. We’re not.
“I don’t know if John Thomas was the one who slipped it into my drink,” she said hoarsely, her lips barely moving, the words barely audible. “I never knew for sure what happened that night, or who was involved. I didn’t want to know.”
Another set of footsteps. Heavy. Running.
A tremor ran down my spine. I forced myself to stop shaking but couldn’t stop the horrible questions wending their way through my mind.
How many gunmen were there?
How many people are already dead?
Emilia closed her eyes again, then slipped her hand into the messenger bag she wore over her shoulder.
My breath caught in my throat. What are you doing, Emilia?
The lights stayed off as she eased an electronic tablet out of her bag. Her movements tortuously slow, her own breaths shallow, she hit several buttons on the screen.
A second later, the screen was split six ways. Six video feeds, I realized.
“I said I’d find out what it would take to hack Hardwicke’s security,” Emilia whispered. “So I hacked it.”
My gaze was locked on the screen. I could see armed guards passing by one camera after another.
There were bodies on the floor.
Grown men. I processed what I was seeing. Hardwicke security. The first thing they did was shoot the other guards.
I didn’t see any students—not on the ground and not in the halls.
There was a blur of motion in front of one of the cameras, and a second later, the door to the library flew inward. Peering through the shelves, I saw the gun before I saw the man holding it.
I heard the girl with him cry out before I recognized her.
Anna Hayden.
The man with her was Secret Service. His gun drawn, he herded Anna toward the far side of the library. I was on the verge of yelling out to let them know we were here when the door opened again. The agent shoved Anna behind him and started shooting.
Emilia and I sat there, huddled in the dark, unable to move, not even to crawl away from the gunfire, without setting off the light overhead. Anna was screaming. The armed guard shooting at the Secret Service agent was yelling for backup.
Emilia’s body pressed itself up against mine. I could feel her shaking beside me. She bit down on her hand to stifle a whimper that tried to make its way out of her mouth.
Don’t move. If we move, the lights come on. If we move, we die.
One of the terrorists went down, but another rounded the corner after the Secret Service agent, who switched out guns and kept shooting.