“It’s okay, neither do I.”
Her eyes get wide when I climb under the covers, sliding in as casually as I possibly can, heart beating wildly out of control. She closes the gap, scooting closer, legs and hips and thighs pressed to mine.
“You’re so huge.” Her arm reaches out, palm pressing against my chest, hand roaming down my sternum. My shoulders quake from the feather-light touch, all the blood in my body flowing to the nether region. “You’re so warm.”
My body is a hotbox, a burning, raging inferno of sexual repression. I imagine that soon I’ll have sweat dripping down my forehead from the tension.
God, I’m so hard. So fucking hard. If she gets near my dick—touches it—I swear I will come right off this fucking bed.
With an unsteady hand, I skim her hip. Thigh. Marvel at the silky expanse of pale flesh against the rough skin of my callused palm. Bury my fingers in the hem of her white tank top, skimming up her torso.
I’m dying to see her naked breasts again.
Count to three, building courage.
I go for it.
With my other hand, I pull back the fabric of her thin shirt, tugging it down, exposing the pink flesh of her nipples. They’re damn near perfect considering they’re the only ones I’ve ever seen nude. The only ones I’ve touched.
The one girl I ever made out and had sex with was back in high school—when we were both seventeen and hardly developed. Some making out, very little foreplay. We definitely didn’t undress.
Cupping Laurel’s round breast, I gently stroke the underside with my thumb.
“Oh jeezuz!” She gasps, head tipping back. “Finally.”
My lips graze Laurel’s throat, rough whiskers from my stubble marking her porcelain neck. Kiss the exposed white flesh of her cleavage as I gently caress her boob.
“You feel so good,” comes her quiet murmur as she tussles my hair. Gasps when my tongue darts out to dampen the skin under her ear. “Take my shirt off.”
She’s a bossy, assertive little thing, and for that I am grateful. “I want to feel you against me.”
We work her shirt off and my eyes, damn them, are mystified by her boobs. Round. Full, with dark pink areolas, they’re better than any tits I’ve seen in any porn.
“I don’t know why I even put that stupid shirt on in the first place. Who was I kidding,” she grumbles when I toss it to the ground. Laurel arches her back, fans her hair out on the pillow, rests her hands behind her head, watching me watch her, eyes glowing.
Jesus.
A smile tips her lips. “It’s okay to touch me. I want you to.”
When I hesitate, her arm reaches out. Finger traces the flannel covering my dense thigh.
“Your skin is sexy.”
“You think so?”
“Oh yes, so sexy Rhett. I have daydreams about you.”
I pull back, surprised. “You do?”
“All the time. Sometimes I Google you and watch your wrestling meets.” She pauses. “Not in a creepy way, I swear.”
Do girls consider that creepy? I sure as hell don’t.
“Are you a fan of mine?”
“Number one.”
We’re lying here half naked and I remember she wants me to touch her. I start with the flat of her stomach, emboldened when she bites down on her bottom lip. Nostrils flare.
Sliding my hand up, we both watch when it cups her breast. Laurel’s lips part, pupils dilate.
She’s reacting to my touch—and it’s fucking amazing watching her face glow as she gets turned on. Intoxicating.
Her eyes track my hand, watch as my thumb brushes her nipple, head dipping to lick it.
“Out of curiosity,” she gasps. “How’s your stamina?”
Why is she asking me this now? “I don’t know, good? I can run for miles without breaking a sweat.”
She giggles out a groan. “That’s not what I meant.”
When I was younger, I used to imagine that when I finally started fucking someone on the regular, I’d be able to hold out coming for a long time, that I’d fuck for hours. Now that it seems like a definite possibility, I wonder if I’ll be able to last five minutes.
Three.
“I’ve heard wrestlers…that they have great stamina.”
“Oh yeah?” Bold now, I suck her nipple. “Where’d you hear that from?”
Her head tips back. “Wrestlers and hockey players. It’s all in the hips.”
“Are you…” Shit, how do I put this without sounding eager? “Are you saying you want to find out?”
“Yes I want to find out. I wanted it to be now.” Her little moan is breathy as I continue sucking. “But…maybe we should wait—not rush it.”
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t disappointed; me and my stiff dick shrivel a little.
“Right. Totally.”
Her fingers dig into my scalp. “God that feels good.” One breathier moan then, “Stop. I want you on your back.”
“Yes ma’am,” I croak out because honestly, who am I to argue?
She rolls toward me, propping herself up on her elbow. Hand gliding across the mattress toward me, fingers climbing up my abs, tracing my belly button. Index finger tracing my happy trail, skimming the waistband of my flannel bottoms.
Our eyes are fastened together. My breath hitches when her palm glides down the front of my pants, fingers brushing the pubes above my dick. Eyebrows shoot up into her bright red hairline.
“No underwear?”
“No.”
Smirk. “Good.”
My leg twitches when Laurel unties the string on the waistband. Gives the band a gentle tug, yanking the hem down my hips.
“Help me out?”
I raise my hips, shoving down my pants, the cool air of the cabin hitting my painfully sensitive nuts. Kick them off under the covers. Damn near shout when Laurel pushes back the bedspread, hand breezing over my pelvis, gripping the base of my cock. Slowly pumping up and down.
“God I’ve been wondering what this looked like,” she’s saying. “I can’t wait to feel you inside me, Rhett. I’m wet just thinking about it. It’s going to feel so good.”
Oh my fucking God.
Her free hand floats along my inner thigh muscle, squeezing. “Baby, your thigh muscles are insane.”
She’s talking, but the only word I hear is baby.
My cock jerks involuntarily, head hits the pillow. Fists clench the bedspread. “Oh fuck.”
A soft chuckle. “I’d say you’ve earned this.”
This?
Oh fuck, is she going to suck me off? Is that what this is? Please God, please say yes.
Shifting closer, her hand moves up and down on my shaft. “Do you like that?”
I can’t do anything but part my lips and give a jerky nod.
“I’ve, you know, fooled around before, but haven’t given anyone a blow job. I want to do that with you.”
Do what? She wants to do what with me? What is she saying?
What’s my name?
All I feel is her hand on my cock, the pressure. The pleasure. When she lets go and straddles me, pressing her mouth to mine, our lips and tongues are a tangle, a messy tangle. Hot. Open mouths. Frantic.
Our teeth knock together, hands grappling everywhere. Skin, tits, ass.
“God, you drive me crazy.” Her mouth gives my neck a lick. Collarbone. Nipple. Eases slowly down my torso, kissing and licking her way down my happy trail. Grips my dick with one hand, balls in the other. Index finger pressing on my—
“Oh J-Jesus Ch-Christ!”
Her mouth is slick heat, wet, tongue teasing the head. The sensitive tip. Sucking.
And sucking and sucking until I barely remember to breathe. “Goddammit, oh sh-shit. Shit.”
Please God, I pray, don’t let me come. Make it last.
Suddenly it’s clear to me why the guys on the team are constantly making blow job jokes, the stupid assholes—it feels so motherfucking incredible.
I moan, head tipped back, hands clenching the comforter so I’m not tempted to bury them in her hair and tug. Bite down, dragging my teeth across my lower lip. “Uhhh…yeah…”
Laurel’s head bobs up and down on my cock; my vision blurs, trying to focus on her face. It’s impossible.