He gritted his teeth, watching Circenn toss back more wine. The man had consumed such quantities that any other man would have sought the garderobe long before now. His eyes narrowed as he watched Lisa whisper something in Circenn’s ear. He noted that she briefly pressed her hand to her abdomen.
Ah, although he might hold his drink well, she did not. Armand slipped through the crowd, maintaining an innocuous distance, ready to sprint to her side the moment she left the protective arms of the forbidding laird of Brodie.
* * *
Lisa was dazzled by her first medieval feast. She’d never forgotten the night she’d first arrived at Castle Brodie and gazed up at the towering structure, thinking how incredible it would be to belong within its walls, to be part of a laughing, warm group of clansmen. To belong.
And now she did.
Circenn had proudly introduced her to his people, and although she’d noticed he stumbled over many of their names, that didn’t worry her overmuch. She could change that. She would help him get reacquainted with his clan and draw him into the joy of their lives.
“Why do you smile, lass?”
Lisa tipped back her head. Happiness radiated from him, increasing hers tenfold. Clad in full clan regalia, he looked like a savage Scot warlord, but she knew what kind of man he really was. Intense and deeply emotional. Mercilessly sexual. Gentle. A dizzying wave of feeling grew and spread inside her. “So this is what it feels like,” she whispered. She gazed up at him, her eyes wide with discovery.
“What what feels like?”
“Circenn.” A wealth of emotion infused his name.
He watched her, unblinking.
“I love you.”
Circenn drew a sudden, deep breath. There it was. There was no coyness about her, no games, no attempt to hide the truth or manipulate him into making such a declaration first. Boldly she gave her heart. Why would he have expected anything less?
He swept her into his arms and closed his eyes, absorbing the feelings ebbing and flowing between them.
“Does this mean you are not adverse to the fact that I’ve lost my heart to you?” she teased.
“Could a man be adverse to the sunshine warming his skin? A spring rain quenching his thirst or a night such as this one, when any wonder seems possible? Thank you.” His smile was devastating. “I’d begun to fear you might never give me those words.”
“And?” she encouraged. He said nothing, but suddenly a shiver of pleasure danced beneath her skin. It penetrated her thoroughly, leaving her breathless. “What was that!”
“I’ve been practicing trying to say it without words. Did it work?”
She blew out a calming breath. “Oh yes,” she said. “I want you to do that tonight when we’re … you know.”
“Aye, aye, mistress,” he teased. “And how about this one?”
Lisa’s nipples stiffened as a wave of dark eroticism washed over her. “Oh, God. That was truly amazing.”
“This bond can be wonderful, can it not?”
Smiling her agreement, Lisa stood on tiptoe and kissed him. When he moved to deepen the kiss, she pulled back. He looked startled, so she hastened to reassure him. “I’ve drunk too much wine, Circenn. I’m afraid I must find one of those dratted chamber pots.” She sighed morosely. “There are some things I really miss about my century.”
“A chamber pot? Why not use the garderobe?”
“The what?”
“The garderobe.”
“You have garderobes here?” she said stiffly.
He looked at her as if she’d lost her mind. “Not that I wish to pry, lass, but where have you been going?”
“Chamber pots,” she muttered.
“And what have you been doing … er …”
“Dumping them out the window,” she said, prickly as a porcupine. So much for demure privacy. If there was a garderobe, why on earth had Eirren told her to use the chamber pot? Then she realized how mischievous the lad could be. It was just like Eirren to be prankish. “Was there a garderobe at Dunnottar, too?”
“It is you who has been dumping them out the windows? I have been blaming it on my men, making them wash down the stones. Aye, there was one at Dunnottar. I had garderobes put in every keep I own or visit.”
“You never told me.”
“You never asked. How was I to know? When you first arrived here, I wasn’t about to address such private issues. I assumed you had found our garderobe on your own.”
Lisa snorted. Eirren had truly bamboozled her, and her pride had kept her tidily trapped in his jest. “I can’t believe all this time I’ve … Oh! Where is the blasted garderobe?”