"Yes, I know," he returned gravely. "I am ashamed."

"Don't say that!" she cried. "Don't say you are ashamed of it. Do you

suppose I do not understand the dreariness it has been for you? Don't you

know that I see it is a horror to you, that it brings back your struggle

with those beasts in the dark, and revivifies all your suffering, merely

to think of it?" Her turns and sudden contradictions left him tangled in

a maze; he could not follow, but must sit helpless to keep pace with her,

while the sheer happiness of being with her tingled through his veins. She

rose and took a step aside, then spoke again: "Well, since you want to

leave Carlow, you shall; since you do not wish to return, you need not.--

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Are you laughing at me?" She leaned toward him, and looked at him

steadily, with her face close to his. He was not laughing; his eyes shone

with a deep fire; in that nearness he hardly comprehended what she said.

"Thank you for not laughing," she whispered, and leaned back from him. "I

suppose you think my promises are quite wild, and they are. I do not know

what I was talking about, or what I meant, any better than you do. You may

understand some day. It is all--I mean that it hurts one to hear you say

you do not care for Carlow." She turned away. "Come."

"Where?"

"It is my turn to conclude the interview. You remember, the last time it

was you who--" She broke off, shuddering, and covered her face with her

hands. "Ah, that!" she exclaimed. "I did not think--I did not mean to

speak of that miserable, miserable night. And I to be harsh with you for

not caring to go back to Carlow!"

"Your harshness," he laughed. "A waft of eider."

"We must go," she said. He did not move, but sat staring at her like a

thirsty man drinking. With an impulsive and pretty gesture she reached

out her hand to him. Her little, white glove trembled in the night before

his eyes, and his heart leaped to meet its sudden sweet generosity; his

thin fingers closed over it as he rose, and then that hand he had likened

to a white butterfly lay warm and light and quiet in his own. And as they

had so often stood together in their short day and their two nights of the

moon, so now again they stood with a serenading silence between them. A

plaintive waltz-refrain from the house ran through the blue woof of

starlit air as a sad-colored thread through the tapestry of night; they

heard the mellow croon of the 'cello and the silver plaints of violins,

the chiming harp, and the triangle bells, all woven into a minor strain of

dance-music that beat gently upon their ears with such suggestion of the

past, that, as by some witchcraft of hearing, they listened to music made

for lovers dancing, and lovers listening, a hundred years ago.




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