"I was in no condition to know, Miss Landis."
The crude brutality of the expression might merely have hurt or disgusted her had she been less intelligent. Nor, as it was, did she fully understand why he chose to use it--unless that he meant it in self-punishment.
"It's rather shameful!" she said hotly.
"Yes," he assented; "it's a bad beginning."
"A--beginning! Do you mean to go on?"
He did not reply; his head was partly turned from her. She sat silent for a while. The dog had returned to lie at Siward's feet, its brown eyes tirelessly watching the man it had chosen for its friend; and the man, without turning his eyes, dropped one hand on the dog's head, caressing the silky ears.
Some sentimentalist had once said that no man who cared for animals could be wholly bad. Inexperience inclined her to believe it. Then too, she had that inclination for overlooking offences committed against precept, which appears to be one of those edifying human traits peculiar to neither sex and common to both. Besides, her knowledge of such matters was as vague as her mind was healthy and body wholesome. Men who dined incautiously were not remarkable for their rarity; the actress habit, being incomprehensible to her, meant nothing; and she said, innocently: "What men like you can find attractive in a common woman I do not understand; there are plenty of pretty women of your own sort. The actress cult is beyond my comprehension; I only know it is generally condoned. But it is not for such things that we drop men, Mr. Siward. You know that, of course."
"For what do you drop men?"
"For falsehood, deception, any dishonesty."
"And you don't drop a man when you read in the papers that one of the two best clubs in town has expelled him?"
She gave him a troubled glance; and, naively: "But you are still a member of the other, are you not?" Then hardening: "It was common! common!--thoroughly disgraceful and incomprehensible!"--and with every word uttered insensibly warming in her heart toward him whom she was chastening; "it was not even bad--it was worse than being simply bad; it was stupid!"
He nodded, one hand slowly caressing the dog's head where it lay across his knees.
She watched him a moment, hesitated, then smiling a little: "So now I know the worst about you; do I not?" she concluded.
He did not answer; she waited, the smile still curving her red mouth. Had she been too severe? She wondered. "You may help me to my feet," she said sweetly. She was very young.