I slump down further into the front seat and prop my feet on the dash, my knees bent toward me. “At least it’s not cold,” I say.
“We’ll manage out here tonight,” he says. “Wouldn’t be the first time we slept in the car. Maybe the tow truck will show up before daylight, and if not, I’ll fix it when I can see.”
We sit together in silence for a moment, listening to rain beat on the car, the thunder rumbling like a wave through the clouds. Eventually, we get so tired that we crawl into the backseat, curl up on it together, and try to get some sleep. After a short while, when it’s obvious we’re both uncomfortable and there’s not enough room for us to sleep like this, Andrew crawls over into the front. But we still can’t fall asleep. I feel him shifting for a while and then he asks, “Where do you see yourself in the next ten years?”
“I’m not sure,” I say, staring up at the roof of the car. “But I do know that I want to be doing whatever it is with you.”
“Me too,” he says from the front, laying the same way that I am now, on his back looking upward.
“Have you thought about anything specific?” I ask, quietly wondering where he’s going with this. I switch my left arm for my right, tucking it underneath the back of my head.
“Yeah,” he says. “I want to settle down somewhere warm and peaceful. Sometimes I picture you on the beach, barefoot in the sand with the breeze blowing through your hair. I’m sitting under a tree not too far away, playing around with my guitar—”
“The one I bought you?”
“Of course.”
I smile and continue to listen, picturing the scene in my mind.
“And you’re holding her hand.”
“Whose hand?”
Andrew falls silent for a moment. “Our little girl,” he says distantly as if his mind is a little further away than mine is.
I swallow and feel a knot grow in my throat. “I like that visual,” I say. “So, you want to settle down?”
“Eventually,” he says. “But only when it feels right. Not a day before.”
A gust of wind hits the side of the car, and a loud clap of thunder shakes the ground.
“Andrew?” I ask.
“Yeah?”
“Number three, to add to our list of promises. If we make it to old age and our bones hurt and we can’t sleep in the same bed anymore, promise me we’ll never sleep in separate rooms.”
“It’s a promise,” he answers with a smile in his voice.
“Good night,” I say.
“Good night.”
And when I fall asleep minutes later, I dream about that warm beach and Andrew watching me walk along the sand with a little hand clasped in mine.
* * *
The tow truck never came. We wake up the next morning stiff and in pain, regardless of each of us having a seat to ourselves.
“I’m going to kick the shit out of that tow truck guy if I ever see him,” Andrew growls underneath the hood.
He’s busy twisting a wrench around… I’m not even going to pretend that I know what that thing is. He’s fixing the car. That’s all I know. And he’s in a seriously foul mood. I just hang around to help him with whatever he needs, and I don’t play the dumb-blonde card by asking him what this doohickey is or what that thingamajig does. Truth is, I really don’t care. And besides, it’d just aggravate him more if he had to explain it.
But the sun is out. And it’s hot! I feel like I’ve died and gone to heaven!
I splash around in the puddles from last night’s rain, soaking my flip-flops. I don’t know what’s gotten into me other than simply the weather, but I raise my arms high in the air above me and look up at the sky, twirling around and around in the middle of the road.
“Will you get over here and help me?” Andrew grumbles.
I skip over to him and pinch his sides playfully because I’m in such a great mood, and I just can’t help it. But then bang, Andrew’s reaction to it causes his head to dart up and hit the underside of the hood. I wince and my hand flies over my mouth.
“Shit, baby! I’m sorry!” I reach out to a pissed-off Andrew, green eyes swirling, but then he shuts them as his cheeks fill up with air and wheeze out slowly.
I grab his head, rub it, and then kiss him on the nose. I still can’t stop smiling, but I’m not laughing at him, just trying to work the puppy-dog eyes.
“You’re forgiven,” he says and points underneath the hood. “I need you to hold this piece still right here for a second.” I go around to that side, peer underneath the hood, and stick my hand into the area, feeling for his fingers to guide me.
“Yeah, right there,” he says. “Now just hold it.”
“For how long?”
“Until I say,” he says, and I see the grin sneak up at the corner of his mouth. “If you let go, the oil pan will fall out and we’ll be stuck here for a long time.”
“Well, hurry up then,” I say, already feeling a crick in my neck beginning to form.
He walks around to the trunk and gets a bottle of water. Slowly he twists off the lid. Takes a sip. Looks around at the fields. Takes another sip.
“Andrew, are you screwing with me?” I peek around the raised hood the best I can to see him.
He just smiles. And takes another sip.
Dammit, he is screwing with me! I think…
“Don’t let go. I mean it.”
“Bullshit,” I say and start to move my fingers, but decide not to. “Are you telling me the truth? Seriously?”
“Yeah, sure I am. The oil pan will fall right out and it’ll probably splash all over you too. Hard to get that shit off your skin.”
“My back is starting to hurt,” I say.
He takes his sweet time, and just when I’m about to let go, he moves around behind me and grabs me by the waist, pulling me away from the hood. One hand comes up and he smears black gook all over my cheek. I shriek at him and push him away.
“Gah! Shit, Andrew! What if I can’t get this stuff off?” I’m seriously pissed, but a small part of me can’t resist that smile of his.
“It’ll come off fine,” he says, leaning back underneath the hood. “Now just get in the car and turn the key when I tell you to.”
I snarl at him once before doing what he asked, and in no time the Chevelle is running again and we’re in our way to St. Petersburg, just an hour away.
Today feels a lot like summer, and we can’t get enough of it. After we get to our hotel room and take a much-needed shower, we head to the nearest department store to buy him a pair of swimming trunks and me a bikini, intent on heading to the ocean for a swim.
He insists on the tiny black bikini with little silver stars, but he isn’t the one who’ll have to keep pulling that butt floss from between my cheeks every five seconds. So I settle for the cute red one with a tab bit more coverage.
“Probably better you picked that one, anyway,” he says, as we hop inside the car in the parking lot of the store.
“Why’s that?” I ask, grinning, as I kick off my flip-flops.
“Because I might end up busting a few jaws.” He puts the car into reverse and we back out.
“Just for looking?” I ask with a hint of disbelief and laughter.
His head falls to the side to look at me. “Nah, I guess not. I kind of get off on it when other guys look at you.”
“Ewww!” I scrunch up my nose.
“Not like that!” he says. “Geez!” He shakes his head as if to say UNbelievable, and we pull out of the parking lot and onto the street, which is busy with tourist traffic. “It just makes me feel good, y’know, having you on my arm. Does wonders for a guy’s ego.”
“Oh, so I’m just an arm trophy to you?” I cross my arms and smirk over at him.
“Yeah, babe, that’s all I keep you around for. I thought you knew that already.”
“Well, I guess then it’s no secret that I keep you around for the same reason.”
“Oh, really?” he asks, glancing over before staring at the road in front of him.
“Yep,” I say and lean my head back on the seat. “I just keep you around to make bitches jealous. But at night, I’m dreaming about the love of my life.”
“Who might that be?”
I purse my lips and look all around me, then back at him playfully. “Well, I won’t tell you his name because I don’t want you to go after him and see you get your ass kicked. But I can tell you that he’s got medium-brown hair, gorgeous green eyes, and a few tattoos. Oh, and he’s a musician.”
“Really? Well, he sounds awesome, so why use me as your arm trophy then?”
I shrug, because I can’t really think of a good line.
“Come on, you can tell me,” he says. “It’s not like he and I talk.”
“Sorry,” I say, glancing over, “but I don’t talk about him behind his back.”
“Fair enough,” he says with a smile. “You know what?”
“What?”
Andrew grins mischievously, and I don’t like it one bit.
“I remember a couple of things on our first road trip that you never got around to doing.”
Uh-oh…
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” I lie.
He drops his right hand from the steering wheel and rests it on his leg. That daring look in his eyes is gaining momentum, and I try not to make my growing nervousness so obvious.
“Yeah, I think you owe me a bare ass in the window, and I still need to bear witness to your bug meal. What will it be? Grasshopper? Cricket? Earthworm? Or, maybe a granddaddy long leg. I wonder if they have granddaddy long legs in Florida…”
My skin is crawling. “Give it up, Andrew,” I say, shaking my head. I prop my foot on the door and twirl my braid between my fingers, trying to mask my worry. “I’m not doing it. And besides, that was the first road trip and you can’t just carry stuff over like that. Should’ve made me do it when you had the chance.”
He’s still grinning like the devious shithead he is.
“No,” I say again, flatly.
I glance over. “No!” I say one last time, and it leaves him laughing.
“All right,” he says, putting his right hand back on the steering wheel. “It was worth a try, though. Can’t blame me for tryin’.”
“I guess not.”
Andrew
We spend the entire day swimming and laying out on the beach. We watch the sun set over the horizon and eventually the stars, as they come alive in the darkness. Just an hour after nightfall we’re met by a group of people our age. They’ve been on the beach not far from us for a while, hanging out.
“From around here?” the tall guy with a full-sleeved tattoo down his right arm asks.
One of the couples sits down in the sand near us. Camryn, sitting between my legs, leans away from my chest attentively.
“No, we’re from Galveston,” I answer.
“And Raleigh,” Camryn adds.