''Karen! I hope you can feel the situation, I'm fighting with. I have a beau, you may say, my lover. I'm missing him alot timely.You know what! I know he may love me,yet, I understand that whenever I begin to talk him, I receive a latest reply from him and when it makes me feel opressed or angry, he begins to worn me of his relation that he can break it too (ah). Since I'm in a relation and yet, I never diparaged about him but now,its exceeding every day and my life is quite adequated with the pain of his Senseless ''Fake Love''. Everyday, I want him to show any sincerity to me so we can be hardened on our betroth. I have him alot of Exquisite presents. Even he wished my birthday in the morning while rest did it at 12am. He vaguely pinches me and makes me feel pained alot and whenever I aware him about that Mom has many proposals for me then he evocates me to enter them warmly and happily in life and not wistfully. I'm having a relation for about 1 year and 2 months. I think, I am captivated to him deeply and may be, He is not as much as I'm. Consequently, I am having a doubt as if he must be having someother beautiful girl other than me who may have stolen him from me and she can do better than me''.