And then, in the distance, he saw three figures, and Onos Toolan’s eyes narrowed. Like him, they seemed to be wandering. Like him, lost in the world. He drew closer.

The sword in his right hand, thick with gore but now showing its gleaming stone as the rain washed down its length, then fell to the ground, and he was running. His heart seemed to swell in his chest, seemed to grow too large for the bone cage holding it.

When they saw him, he heard childish cries, and now they were rushing towards him, the girl not carrying the boy winging ahead. All three were crying as they ran to meet him.

He fell to his knees to take them into his arms.

Words were tumbling from the twins. A saviour – an Awl warrior they had lost in the storm. A witch who had stolen them – their escape – and he had promised them he would find them, but he never did, and—

Lifting his gaze, still facing into the north, Onos Toolan then saw something else.

A vague shape that appeared to be sitting on the ground, curled over.

He rose, the girls reaching up to take his arms, the boy clinging to one shin. And then he moved forward, taking them all with him. When the boy complained, Storii picked him up in her arms. But Onos Toolan walked on, his steps coming faster and faster.

It was not possible. It was—

And then once more he was running.

She must have heard his approach, for she looked up and then over, and sat watching him rushing towards her.

He almost fell against her, his arms wrapping tight round her, lifting her with his embrace.

Hetan gasped. ‘Husband! I have missed you. I – I don’t know where I am. I don’t know what has happened …’

‘Nothing has happened,’ he whispered, as the children screamed behind them.

‘Onos – my toes …’

‘What?’

‘I have someone else’s toes, husband, I swear it—’

The children collided with them.

In the distance ahead, on a faint rise of land, Onos Toolan saw a figure seated on a horse. The darkness was taking the vision – dissolving it before his eyes.

And then he saw it raise one hand.

Straightening, Onos Toolan did the same. I see you, my brother .

I see you .

When at last the light left the rise of land, the vision faded from his eyes.

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

I have heard voices thick with sorrow

I have seen faces crumble with grief

I have beheld broken men rise to stand

And witnessed women walk from small graves

Yet now you would speak of weakness

Of failings worth nothing but scorn

You would show all the sides of your fear

Brazen as trophies in the empty shell of conquest

But what have you won when the night draws close

To make stern your resolve among these shadows

When at last we are done with the world

When we neither stand nor fall nor wake from stillness

And the silent unknowing waits for us?

I have heard my voice thick with sorrow

I have felt my face crumble with grief

I have broken and turned away from graves

And I have grasped tight this hand of weakness

And walked in the company of familiar failings

Scorn lies in the dust and in the distance behind

Every trophy fades from sight

The night lies ahead drawing me into its close

For when I am done with this world

In the unknowing I will listen for the silence

To await what is to come

And should you seek more

Find me in this place

Before the rising dawn

Journey’s Resolution Fisher kel Tath
BANASCHAR REMEMBERED HOW SHE HAD STOOD, THE SWORD IN ITS scabbard lying on the map table before her. A single oil lamp had bled weak light and weaker shadows in the confines of the tent. The air was close and damp and it settled on things like newborn skin. A short time earlier, she had spoken to Lostara Yil with her back to that weapon, and Banaschar did not know if Tavore had used those words before and the question of that gnawed at him in strange, mysterious ways.

If they had been words oft repeated by the Adjunct, then what tragic truths did that reveal about her? But if she’d not said them before – not ever – then why had he heard them as if they were echoes, rebounding from some place far away and long ago?

Lostara had been to see Hanavat, to share in the gift of the son that had been born. The captain’s eyes had been red from weeping and Banaschar understood the losses these women were now facing – the futures about to be torn away from them. He should not have been there. He should not have heard the Adjunct speak.



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