By the day and night her sorrows fall
Where miscreant hands and rude
Have stained her pure, ethereal pall
With many a martyr's blood.
And yearns not her maternal heart
To hear their secret sighs,
Upon whose doubting way apart
Bewildering shadows rise?--KEBLE
It was in the summer twilight that Eustacie, sitting on the
doorstep between the two rooms, with her baby on her knees, was
dreamily humming to her a tune, without even words, but one that
she loved, because she had first learnt to sing it with Berenger
and his friend Sidney to the lute of the latter; and its notes
always brought before her eyes the woods of Montpipeau.
Then it was that, low and soft as was the voice, that befell which Noemi
had feared: a worn, ragged-looking young man, who had been
bargaining at the door for a morsel of bread in exchange for a
handkerchief, started at the sound, and moved so as to like into
the house.
Noemi was at the moment not attending, being absorbed in the study
of the handkerchief, which was of such fine, delicate texture that
an idea of its having been stolen possessed her; and she sought the
corner where, as she expected, a coat-of-arms was embroidered.
Just as she was looking up to demand explanation, the stranger,
with a sudden cry of 'Good heavens, it is she!' pushed past her
into the house, and falling on his knee before Eustacie, exclaimed,
'O Lady, Lady, is it thus that I see you?'
Eustacie had started up in dismay, crying out, 'Ah! M. l'Abbe, as
you are a gentleman, betray me not. Oh! have they sent you to find
me? Have pity on us! You loved my husband!'
'You have nothing to fear from me, Lady,' said the young man, still
kneeling; 'if you are indeed a distressed fugitive--so am I. If
you have shelter and friends--I have none.'
'Is it indeed so?' said Eustacie, wistfully, yet scarce reassured.
'You are truly not come from my uncle. Indeed, Monsieur, I would
not doubt you, but you see I have so much at stake. I have my
little one here, and they mean so cruelly by her.'
'Madame, I swear by the honour of a nobleman--nay, by all that is
sacred--that I know nothing of your uncle. I have been a wanderer
for many weeks past; proscribed and hunted down because I wished to
seek into the truth.'
'Ah!' said Eustacie, with a sound of relief, and of apology,
'pardon me, sir; indeed, I know you were good. You loved my
husband;' and she reached out her hand to raise him, when he kissed
it reverently. Little bourgeoise and worn mendicant as they were
in dress, the air of the Louvre breathed round them; and there was
all its grace and dignity as the lady turned round to her
astonished hosts, saying, 'Good sir, kind mother, this gentleman
is, indeed, what you took me for, a fugitive for the truth. Permit
me to present to you, Monsieur l'Abbe de Mericour--at least, so he
was, when last I had the honour to see him.'
The last time HE had seen her, poor Eustacie had been incapable of
seeing anything save that bloody pool at the foot of the stairs.
Mericour now turned and explained. 'Good friends,' he said
courteously, but with the fierete of the noble not quite out of
his tone, 'I beg your grace. I would not have used so little
ceremony, if I had not been out of myself at recognizing a voice
and a tune that could belong to none but Madame---'
'Sit down, sir,' said Noemi, a little coldly and stiffly--for
Mericour was a terrible name to Huguenots ears; 'a true friend to
this lady must needs be welcome, above all if he comes in Heaven's
name.'
'Sit down and eat, sir,' added Gardon, much more heartily; 'and
forgive us for not having been more hospitable--but the times have
taught us to be cautious, and in that lady we have a precious
charge. Rest; for you look both weary and hungry.'
Eustacie added an invitation, understanding that he would not sit
without her permission, and then, as he dropped into a chair, she
exclaimed, 'Ah! sir, you are faint, but you are famished.'
'It will pass,' he said; 'I have not eaten to-day.'
Instantly a meal was set before him, and ere long he revived; and
as the shutters were closed, and shelter for the night promised to
him by a Huguenot family lodging in the same house, he began to
answer Eustacie's anxious questions, as well as to learn from her
in return what had brought her into her present situation.
Then it was that she recollected that it had been he who, at her
cousin Diane's call, had seized her when she was rushing out of the
palace in her first frenzy of grief, and had carried her back to
the women's apartments.
'It was that day which brought me here,' he said.
And he told how, bred up in his own distant province, by a pious
and excellent tutor, he had devoutly believed in the extreme
wickedness of the Reformers; but in his seclusion he had been
trained to such purity of faith and morals, that, when his brother
summoned him to court to solicit a benefice, he had been appalled
at the aspect of vice, and had, at the same time, been struck by
the pure lives of the Huguenots; for truly, as things then were at
the French court, crime seemed to have arrayed itself on the side
of the orthodox party, all virtue on that of the schismatics.
De Mericour consulted spiritual advisers, who told him that none
but Catholics could be truly holy, and that what he admired were
merely heathen virtues that the devil permitted the Huguenots to
display in order to delude the unwary. With this explanation he
had striven to be satisfied, though eyes unblended by guilt and a
pure heart continued to be revolted at the practices which his
Church, scared at the evil times, and forgetful of her own true
strength, left undenounced in her partisans. And the more that the
Huguenot gentlemen thronged the court, and the young Abbe was
thrown into intercourse with them, and the more he perplexed
himself how the truth, the faith, the uprightness, the forbearance,
the purity that they evinced could indeed be wanting in the zeal
that made them acceptable. Then came the frightful morning when
carnage reigned in every street, and the men who had been treated
as favourite boon companions were hunted down like wild beasts in
every street. He had endeavoured to save life, but would have
speedily been slaughtered himself except for his soutane; and in
all good faith he had hurried to the Louvre, to inform royalty of
the horrors that, as he thought, a fanatic passion was causing the
populace to commit.
He found the palace become shambles--the King himself, wrought up
to frenzy, firing on the fugitives. And the next day, while his
brain still seemed frozen with horror, he was called on to join in
the procession of thanksgiving for the King's deliverance from a
dangerous plot. Surely, if the plot were genuine, he thought, the
procession should have savoured of penance and humiliation rather
than of barbarous exultation! Yet these might be only the
individual crimes of the Queen-mother, and of the Guises seeking to
mask themselves under the semblance of zeal; and the infallible
head of the visible Church would disown the slaughter, and cast it
from the Church with loathing as a blood-stained garment. Behold,
Rome was full of rejoicing, and sent sanction and commendation of
the pious zeal of the King! Had the voice of Holy Church become
indeed as the voice of the bloodhound? Was this indeed her call?
The young man, whose life from infancy had been marked out for the
service of the Church--so destined by his parents as securing a
wealthy provision for a younger son, but educated by his good tutor
with more real sense of his obligations--felt the question in its
full import. He was under no vows; he had, indeed, received the
tonsure, but was otherwise unpledged, and he was bent on proving
all things. The gaieties in which he had at first mingled had
become abhorrent to him, and he studied with the earnestness of a
newly-awakened mind in search of true light. The very face of
study and inquiry, in one of such a family as that of his brother
the Duke de Mericour, was enough to excite suspicion of Huguenot
inclinations. The elder brother tried to quash the folly of the
younger, by insisting on his sharing the debaucheries which,
whether as priest or monk, or simply as Christian man, it would be
his duty to abjure; and at length, by way of bringing things to a
test, insisted on his making one of a party who were about to break
up and destroy a Huguenot assembly. Unable, in his present mood,
to endure the thought of further cruelty, the young Abbe fled, gave
secret warning to the endangered congregation, and hastened to the
old castle in Brittany, where he had been brought up, to pour out
his perplexities, and seek the counsel of the good old chaplain who
had educated him. Whether the kind, learned, simple-hearted tutor
could have settled his mind, he had no time to discover, for he had
scarcely unfolded his troubles before warnings came down that he
had better secure himself--his brother, as head of the family, had
obtained the royal assent to the imprisonment of the rebellious
junior, so as to bring him to a better mind, and cure him of the
Huguenot inclinations, which in the poor lad were simply
undeveloped. But in all the Catholic eyes he was a tainted man,
and his almost inevitable course was to take refuge with some
Huguenot relations. There he was eagerly welcome; instruction was
poured in on him; but as he showed a disposition to inquire and
examine, and needed time to look into what they taught him, as one
who feared to break his link with the Church, and still longed to
find her blameless and glorious, the righteous nation that keepeth
the truth, they turned on him and regarded him as a traitor and a
spy, who had come among them on false pretences.
All the poor lad wanted was time to think, time to examine, time to
consult authorities, living and dead. The Catholics called this
treason to the Church, the Huguenots called it halting between two
opinions; and between them he was a proscribed, distrusted
vagabond, branded on one side as a recreant, and on the other as a
traitor. He had asked for a few months of quiet, and where could
they be had? His grand-mother had been the daughter of a Scottish
nobleman in the French service, and he had once seen a nephew of
hers who had come to Paris during the time of Queen Mary's
residence there. He imagined that if he were once out of this
distracted land of France, he might find respite for study, for
which he longed; and utterly ignorant of the real state of
Scotland, he had determined to make his way to his kindred there;
and he had struggled on the way to La Rochelle, cheated out of the
small remains of his money, selling his last jewels and all the
clothing that was not indispensable, and becoming so utterly unable
to pay his passage to England, that he could only trust to
Providence to find him some means of reaching his present goal.
He had been listened to with kindness, and a sympathy such as M.
Gardon's large mind enable him to bestow, where his brethren had
been incapable of comprehending that a man could sincerely doubt
between them and Rome. When the history was finished, Eustacie
exclaimed, turning to Maitre Gardon, 'Ah! sir, is not this just
what we sought? If this gentleman would but convey a letter to my
mother-in-law---'
M. Gardon smiled. 'Scotland and England are by no means the same
place, Lady,' he said.
'Whatever this lady would command, wherever she would send me, I am
at her service,' cried the Abbe, fervently.
And, after a little further debate, it was decided that it might
really be the best course, for him as for Madame de Ribaumont, to
become the bearer of a letter and token from her, entreating her
mother-in-law to notify her pleasure whether she should bring her
child to England. She had means enough to advance a sufficient sum
to pay Mericour's passage, and he accepted it most punctiliously as
a loan, intending, so soon as her despatches were ready, to go on
to La Rochelle, and make inquiry for a ship.
Chance, however, seemed unusually propitious, for the next day
there was an apparition in the streets of La Sablerie of four or
five weather-beaten, rollicking-looking men, their dress profusely
adorned with ribbons, and their language full of strange oaths.
They were well known at La Sablerie as sailors belonging to a ship
of the fleet of the Count de Montgomery, the unfortunate knight
whose lance had caused the death of King Henry II., and who,
proscribed by the mortal hatred of Catherine de Medicis, had become
the admiral of a piratical fleet in the Calvinist interest, so far
winked at the Queen Elizabeth that it had its head-quarters in the
Channel Islands, and thence was a most formidable foe to merchant
vessels on the northern and eastern coasts of France; and often
indulged in descents on the coast, when the sailors--being in
general the scum of the nation--were apt to comport themselves more
like American buccaneers than like champions of any form of
religion.
La Sablerie was a Huguenot town, so they used no violence, but only
swaggered about, demanding from Bailli La Grasse, in the name of
their gallant Captain Latouche, contributions and provisions, and
giving him to understand that if he did not comply to the uttermost
it should be the worse for him. Their ship, it appeared, had been
forced to put into the harbour, about two miles off, and Maitre
Gardon and the young Abbe decided on walking thither to see it, and
to have an interview with the captain, so as to secure a passage
for Mericour at least. Indeed Maitre Gardon had, in consultation
with Eustacie, resolved, if he found things suitable, to arrange
for their all going together. She would be far safer out of
France; and, although the Abbe alone could not have escorted her,
yet Maitre Gardon would gladly have secured for her the additional
protection of a young, strong, and spirited man; and Eustacie, who
was no scribe, was absolutely relieved to have the voyage set
before her as an alternative to the dreadful operation of composing
a letter to the belle-mere, whom she had not seen since she had
been seven years old, and of whose present English name she had the
most indistinct ideas.
However, the first sight of the ship overthrew all such ideas. It
was a wretched single-decked vessel, carrying far more sail than
experienced nautical eyes would have deemed safe, and with no
accommodation fit for a woman and child, even had the aspect of
captain or crew been more satisfactory--for the ruffianly
appearance and language of the former fully rivaled that of his
sailors. It would have been mere madness to think of trusting the
lady in such hands; and, without a word to each other, Gardon and
Mericour resolved to give no hint even that she and her jewels were
in La Sablerie. Mericour, however, made his bargain with the
captain, who understood to transport him as far as Guernsey, whence
he might easily make his way to Dorsetshire, where M. Gardon knew
that Berenger's English home had been.
So Eustacie, with no small trouble and consideration, indited her
letter--telling of her escape, the birth of her daughter, the
dangers that threatened her child--and begging that its grand-
mother would give it a safe home in England, and love it for the
sake of its father. An answer would find her at the Widow Noemi
Laurent's, Rue des Trois Fees, La Sablerie. She could not bring
herself to speak of the name of Eserance Gardon which had been
saddled upon her; and even M. de Mericour remained in ignorance of
her bearing this disguise. She recommended him to the kindness of
her mother-in-law; and M. Gardon added another letter to the lady,
on behalf of the charge to whom he promised to devote himself until
he should see them safe in friendly hands. Both letters were
addressed, as best they might be, between Eustacie's dim
comprehension of the word Thistlewood, and M. Gardon's notion of
spelling. 'Jadis, Baronne de Ribaumont' was the securest part of
the direction.
And for a token, Eustacie looked over her jewels to find one that
would serve for a token; but the only ones she knew would be
recognized, were the brooch that had fastened the plume in
Berenger's bloody cap, and the chaplet of pearls. To part with the
first, or to risk the second in the pirate-ship, was impossible,
but Eustacie at last decided upon detaching the pear-shaped pearl
which was nearest the clasp, and which was so remarkable in form
and tint that there was no doubt of its being well known.