A flush came into his face.

"I wouldn't like you to be thinkin'--" She stopped, a little

breathless.

He took the jar, sat down on the bed, and laid a hand firmly over both

of hers. "I 'won't be thinking' anything," he said, "only what you

would like me to think. Listen--when a man finds a wounded bird out in

the winter woods, he'll bring it home to care for it. And he 'won't be

thinking' the worse of its helplessness and tameness. Of course I

know--but tell me your name, please!"

"Joan Landis."

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At the name, given painfully, Joan drew a weighted breath, another,

then, pushing herself up as though oppressed beyond endurance, she

caught at Prosper's arm, clenched her fingers upon it, and bent her

black head in a terrible paroxysm of grief. It was like a tempest.

Prosper thought of storm-driven, rain-wet trees wild in a wind ... of

music, the prelude to "Fliegende Holländer." Joan's weeping bent and

rocked her. He put his arm about her, tried to soothe her. At her cry

of "Pierre! Pierre!" he whitened, but suddenly she broke from him and

threw herself back amongst the pillows.

"'T was you that killed him," she moaned. "What hev I to do with you?"

It was not the last time that bitter exclamation was to rise between

them; more and more fiercely it came to wring his peace and hers. This

time he bore it with a certain philosophy, calmed her patiently.

"How could I help it, Joan?" he pleaded. "You saw how it was?" As she

grew quieter, he talked. "I heard you scream like a person being

tortured to death--twice--a gruesome enough sound, let me tell you, to

hear in the dead of a white, still night. I didn't altogether want to

break into your house. I've heard some ugly stories about men

venturing to disturb the work of murderers. But, you see, Joan, I've a

fear of myself. I've a cruel brain. I can use it on my own failures.

I've been through some self-punishment--no! of course, you don't

understand all that.... Anyway, I came in, in great fear of my life,

and saw what I saw--a woman tied up and devilishly tortured, a man

gloating over her helplessness. Naturally, before I spoke my mind, as

a man was bound to speak it, under the pain and fury of such a

spectacle, I got ready to defend myself. Your--Pierre"--there was a

biting contempt in his tone--"saw my gesture, whipped out his gun, and

fired. My shot was half a second later than his. I might more readily

have lost my life than taken his. If he had lived, Joan, could you

have forgiven him?"




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