Joan, agitated as she was, could not help but see the effect of her
unexpected and unconscious girlishness. She comprehended that with
the mind of the woman which had matured in her. Like Kells, she too,
had different personalities.
"I'm trying to be decent to you," went on Kells, without turning. "I
want to give you a chance to make the best of a bad situation. But
you're a kid--a girl! ... And I'm a bandit. A man lost to all good,
who means to have you!"
"But you're NOT lost to all good," replied Joan, earnestly. "I can't
understand what I do feel. But I know--if it had been Gulden instead
of you--that I wouldn't have tried to hide my--myself behind this
blanket. I'm no longer--AFRAID of you. That's why I acted--so--just
like a girl caught. ... Oh! can't you see!"
"No, I can't see," he replied. "I wish I hadn't fetched you here. I
wish the thing hadn't happened. Now it's too late."
"It's never too late. ... You--you haven't harmed me yet."
"But I love you," he burst out. "Not like I have. Oh! I see this--
that I never really loved any woman before. Something's gripped me.
It feels like that rope at my throat--when they were going to hang
me."
Then Joan trembled in the realization that a tremendous passion had
seized upon this strange, strong man. In the face of it she did not
know how to answer him. Yet somehow she gathered courage in the
knowledge.
Kells stood silent a long moment, looking out at the green slope.
And then, as if speaking to himself, he said: "I stacked the deck
and dealt myself a hand--a losing hand--and now I've got to play
it!"
With that he turned to Joan. It was the piercing gaze he bent upon
her that hastened her decision to resume the part she had to play.
And she dropped the blanket. Kells's gloom and that iron hardness
vanished. He smiled as she had never seen him smile. In that and his
speechless delight she read his estimate of her appearance; and,
notwithstanding the unwomanliness of her costume, and the fact of
his notorious character, she knew she had never received so great a
compliment. Finally he found his voice.
"Joan, if you're not the prettiest thing I ever saw in my life!"
"I can't get used to this outfit," said Joan. "I can't--I won't go
away from this room in it."
"Sure you will. See here, this'll make a difference, maybe. You're
so shy."