"I can't tell--quite!--I am so glad to think--of being yours, and

making you happy!"

"But this does not seem very much like gladness, my Tessy!"

"I mean--I cry because I have broken down in my vow! I said I would

die unmarried!" "But, if you love me you would like me to be your husband?"

"Yes, yes, yes! But O, I sometimes wish I had never been born!"

"Now, my dear Tess, if I did not know that you are very much excited,

and very inexperienced, I should say that remark was not very

complimentary. How came you to wish that if you care for me? Do you

care for me? I wish you would prove it in some way."

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"How can I prove it more than I have done?" she cried, in a

distraction of tenderness. "Will this prove it more?"

She clasped his neck, and for the first time Clare learnt what an

impassioned woman's kisses were like upon the lips of one whom she

loved with all her heart and soul, as Tess loved him.

"There--now do you believe?" she asked, flushed, and wiping her eyes. "Yes. I never really doubted--never, never!" So they drove on through the gloom, forming one bundle inside the

sail-cloth, the horse going as he would, and the rain driving against

them. She had consented. She might as well have agreed at first.

The "appetite for joy" which pervades all creation, that tremendous

force which sways humanity to its purpose, as the tide sways the

helpless weed, was not to be controlled by vague lucubrations over

the social rubric. "I must write to my mother," she said. "You don't mind my doing

that?" "Of course not, dear child. You are a child to me, Tess, not to know

how very proper it is to write to your mother at such a time, and how

wrong it would be in me to object. Where does she live?"

"At the same place--Marlott. On the further side of Blackmoor Vale."

"Ah, then I HAVE seen you before this summer--"

"Yes; at that dance on the green; but you would not dance with me.

O, I hope that is of no ill-omen for us now!"

XXXI

Tess wrote a most touching and urgent letter to her mother the very

next day, and by the end of the week a response to her communication

arrived in Joan Durbeyfield's wandering last-century hand.




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