Someone was screaming in the desert, and I didn't realize it was me until Tim raced over and grabbed my shoulders.
"Jesus! Eugenie, what's wrong?"
I broke from him, dropped to my knees, and threw up into a convenient shrub. That soon gave way to endless dry heaves, my body's distress too strong to stop. When I finally finished - it seemed like hours but was probably only a few minutes - I ran my hands over my face. It felt like I had shoved my head through a window, cutting my skin to shreds. Yet, when I pulled my hands back, there was no blood.
Apparently convinced I was done bringing up everything in my stomach, Tim carefully handed me a bottle of water. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and then drank greedily. When I started to hand the bottle back, he shook his head. "Keep it. What happened?"
"Transition shock," came Volusian's flat voice. "You came through the worlds too hard and too fast, mistress."
"You should be dead," added Nandi. "Or at least segmented."
"Segmented?" asked Tim.
I nodded and drank again. "If you're not strong enough to make it work, only your spirit will get back here. The body stays in the Otherworld."
He stared. "Will that kill you?"
"Worse."
"What's worse than death?" asked a new voice. Or not so new.
Wil. I'd forgotten about Wil.
I leapt to my feet and spun toward him, gun drawn. Some part of me wondered if I even had bullets left. I'd changed the cartridge once in the Otherworld but couldn't recall how many times I'd fired at Aeson's men.
Tim's mouth dropped open. "Eugenie, put that away!"
"You don't know what he's done. He's a fucking backstabber."
Wil, sitting on the blanket he'd gone into trance on, froze, too afraid to move. But not too afraid to speak.
"I had to. It was the only way to get Jasmine."
"Yeah, it worked pretty well, huh?"
He sounded near tears. "I'd gone a year without any chance of getting her. Then that sprite cut me the deal. Said if I got you to go over, they'd give me Jasmine back. I'm sorry."
I didn't move the gun. "I was your only chance to get her back. If you hadn't led us into that trap, we'd be back here with her now."
He groaned, burying his face in his hands. "I didn't know. I didn't know. I just wanted her so badly." He looked back up at me. "What happened? Why did she run away? Was she scared?"
"Maybe. Or it could be that...what's that called? Where people help their kidnappers? Stockholm syndrome?"
"What, like Patty Hearst? No. Jasmine wouldn't do that."
I wasn't so sure. She was young and impressionable, and Aeson struck me as a very forceful figure.
"He's too pathetic to kill," observed Finn after studying Wil for a moment.
"No harm in doing it anyway," said Volusian. "Kill him and enslave his soul."
Wil's eyes widened farther.
"Eugenie!" Tim stared at me like I was insane. "You aren't seriously considering that."
Probably not. Sighing, I lowered the gun. "Get out of here, Wil. I don't ever want to see you again."
He scrambled to his feet, face falling. "But Jasmine - "
"You lost your chance. You blew it. Get in your car before I do something stupid."
Wil hesitated, his face pleading and upset. Then wordlessly he headed toward the trail that led out to a makeshift parking area. I watched him leave, bitter anger boiling up within me. In the distance, thunder rumbled.
"Eugenie..." began Tim hesitantly. A slight wind ruffled his hair.
"I don't want to talk about it. Take me home."
We gathered up his things and walked in the direction Wil had gone.
"Meet me back at my house," I told the minions. They vanished.
Tim had enough sense to leave me alone on the car ride back. I leaned my head against the window, liking the feel of the cool glass against my fevered cheek. So many things had happened tonight, I had no idea what to fixate on first. Jasmine? Wil's betrayal? Aeson's stupid accusation? Kiyo?
Yes. Kiyo was probably the safest, which was saying something. My heart had leapt at seeing him again. It was stupid, considering the way he'd used me, but my emotions didn't appear to realize that yet. Why? Why did he have this pull on me when I barely knew him? I didn't believe in love at first sight.
And what about the fox thing? I knew of no gentry who could do that, but I did know shape-shifters filled the Otherworld. I'd fought some before but never a fox. Seemed like a weird choice. Perhaps that explained why he hadn't felt gentry. He was something else, not gentry but still Otherworldly. Not much of an improvement.
I left Tim as soon as we got home, seeking out the solitude of my room. Well, as much solitude as I could get with the three spirits waiting for me. I threw myself onto the bed, leaning into the corner where the bed sat against the wall. Exhaustion ran through me, and I did and said nothing, staring into the darkness. Thunder rumbled again but seemed fainter now, like the storm had changed its mind. The spirits simply waited and watched me.
"Tell me what just happened."
"Um, which part?" asked Finn after a minute.
"Any of it. Tell me what Kiyo is. The fox."
"Oh." Finn seemed relieved to have a question he could answer. "He's a kitsune. Japanese fox spirit."
"Roland taught me hundreds of magical creatures. Never heard of a kitsune."
"You don't find them around here much," explained Finn. "And they're not really dangerous."
"He looked dangerous enough to me."
"They carry animal traits into human form," said Volusian. "Strength. Speed. A certain sense of aggression."
I thought about sex with Kiyo. Yeah. That had been pretty aggressive. I closed my eyes.
"Why would he mark me and then follow me?"
"I do not know."
It figured.
"Anything else I should know about him? About them?"
"They're usually female. Men are rare. Perhaps his human blood affected that," said Nandi in her emotionless voice.
"Half-human? Oh. His mother was the kitsune," I mused, recalling him talking about his parents.
"Yeah," agreed Finn. "The women are supposed to be pretty hot. Like sirens. Real seductive. Men can't stay away from them."
"Like a drug," added Volusian.