He still didn’t seem to understand what she was saying, or he was just letting her talk. Either way, she knew she was on a roll, so she kept going. “You’ve read my books; you know what I write about. Those are the things I dream about. I want hard. Fast. Dirty. Not gentle and loving all the time.”
The growl he let loose said he understood.
“Right here.” She repeated as she put her hands on the waistband of his jeans, feeling daring and bold, maybe more so than ever before.
Unhooking the button, she turned them until he was against the counter and she had more room to move. Easing to her knees, right there in the middle of her kitchen, Ashleigh made quick work of pushing his jeans and underwear down over his magnificent hips until they were around his ankles.
She slid her hands up his thighs, letting the course hair tease her fingertips, his cock standing proud and tall not far from her lips.
The first time she had done this, they’d been in his shower and she’d been nervous. Intimidated by the newness. Now, just like every time since, Ashleigh wanted to explore. Chancing a glance up at him, she was awash with the heat in his eyes.
“Right here.” She told him again.
Chapter Nineteen
Alex couldn’t have moved if the house was on fire. With Ashleigh on her knees in front of him, undressing him like she couldn’t wait another second, he couldn’t control the burning need that welled up inside of him.
Gripping her head with one hand, his cock with the other, he pulled her closer until the head of his cock brushed the soft, fullness of her lips. “Open.”
She’d tapped into the part of him that Alex fought to keep buried when she was around, although, in recent days, he’d been unable to hold himself back. Which was why he continued to worry that he’d push her too far, and he found himself hiding that part of him, reverting back to the first time he’d taken her and the realization that she had been a virgin.
She was right, he was a dominating man. One who sought his own pleasure and the pleasure of his lover. He’d been holding back with her, not wanting to scare her off. Apparently, he’d been mistaken about what it was she needed.
From the look in her amber, gold eyes, her hunger was stronger than he gave her credit for. Pushing his cock against her lips, he felt the tremble in his hands as he tried to tamp down some of what he’d continued to try and hold back.
“Don’t hold back with me, Alex.” She said before she sucked him entirely into the hot cavern of her mouth, the warmth of her tongue torturing him upon impact.
“Fuck.” He grit out between clenched teeth. It was too good.
The softness of her lips, the warmth of her mouth, the determination in the way she sucked him. She was overwhelming his senses, making him want to fuck her mouth hard and fast, push as far as he could to see how much of him she could take.
And he didn’t hold back. Guiding his cock into her mouth, he kept a firm grip on her hair, pulling her head back so he could control the movements. “Put your hands on my thighs.”
He didn’t want her using her hands. He needed this, there was no mistaking that. “Open wider.” He demanded. “Close your lips around me, baby.” God it was so damn good. “Suck me. That’s it, Ash. Damn, baby.”
Her fingernails dug into his thighs, but her mouth was firm and gentle, doing everything he told her to do. “Take more of me.” He said as he pushed in deeper. “Relax.”
Just like the first time he’d taken her, he wanted to go balls deep in her mouth, feel the head of his cock hit the back of her throat as she fought to take all of him. He began a rhythmic motion, pushing in, pulling out, her lips brushing down the length of him as her tongue slid over and around his spike hard shaft.
“That’s it, baby. Let me fuck your mouth. Hard and fast.” He growled as she tried to pull him closer, but he kept her head still, secured by the grip he had on her hair.
“You want me to come in your mouth?” He asked for the simple pleasure of saying the words. He knew what she wanted, and the vibrations that tingled straight up his spine from her moans confirmed it. “Harder, Ash. Suck my cock. That’s it, baby. Fuck, it’s so good.”
He couldn’t stop the words as they spewed from his mouth, his cock tunneling in and out of those sweet lips, the excitement in her eyes spurring him on and bringing his orgasm that much closer.
He was holding on for as long as he could because the sight of Ashleigh on her knees in front of him was something he’d only dreamed of for years. To have her there, it still didn’t seem real, even if it was becoming more familiar. Forcing her to take him as far as she could, the furnace of her mouth heated him, making his balls tighten until he knew he couldn’t hold on much longer.