Another loud laugh came from the kitchen, and I felt Braden’s gaze shift to the door. I wondered if he wished he were in there with Amber. If he was nervous about Gage spending time with her. The thought was enough to sit me up straight, pushing away from Braden.
“I’m good,” I said, wiping my eyes to make sure they were free of any traces of tears. “I think I’m just really tired. It was a long week.”
“So you probably don’t want to play soccer this afternoon? Your brother organized a game.” He was trying to make me feel better. He thought soccer would help. And it normally would’ve, but right now I wanted to call my dad and find out what everyone seemed to be keeping from me. “I’m sorry. You have a lot to process right now.”
I forced a smile. “Stop reading me. It’s creepy.”
“But you’re like a book. I told you, I know more about you than you know about me.”
Our eyes met. His reference to our fence chats, thrown out there so blatantly during the middle of the day, made my cheeks go hot for a moment. And what was he trying to say with that statement? That he knew what I discovered at camp? That my feelings for him were plainly written all over my face?
Amber’s laugh brought us out of our eye-lock. She poked her head into the room. “Braden, Gage is doing it again. Come beat him up.”
More inside jokes that I wasn’t part of. I stood abruptly. “I need to sleep more.”
Braden grabbed my wrist. “Fence tonight?”
I gave the smallest nod and then went upstairs.
Chapter 33
I played with the edge of the quilt on my bed. I’d tried to call my dad several times, but he must’ve been busy, because the call went straight to voice mail. I didn’t feel like this was something I could leave in a message.
Braden hadn’t said a time to meet out at the fence. It was midnight now. Everyone was asleep. But Braden’s room was dark as well. I clutched my cell phone close and lay down, waiting for his text or for my dad to call me back.
The next thing I knew, a ray of sunlight was shining in my eyes. I sat up and looked at the clock on my nightstand. Crap, I was going to be late for my first day back to work. I searched my bed for the cell phone and found it wrapped in the covers. The screen was blank, no missed texts. He must’ve fallen asleep as well last night. Or maybe he had been out with Amber.
On the way down the hall, I poked my head into my dad’s room. He was out cold. I resisted the urge to wake him up, make him talk. But I was already late. It would have to wait a little longer. It had waited years, apparently; what was a few more hours?
“Charlie. Welcome back.” Linda gave me a hug. “Did you have fun?”
“It was nice.”
“You look like you got some sun.”
“Beach running.”
“Ah. If only I could be in as good shape as you are.”
“What are you talking about, Linda? You could kick my trash any day of the week.”
Linda laughed and swatted her hand through the air.
“I’m going to change.”
In the back room, I slipped into my work clothes. They felt comfortable now, even normal. Maybe it was my body I was more comfortable with. My body that I’d been trying to hide behind baggy clothes for years. I was bigger than other girls—taller, stronger—but that wasn’t a bad thing.
I came back out and didn’t see him at first, standing in the corner. Not until Linda nodded her head to the side. I looked at Evan. He checked the price tag of a necklace on a mannequin.
“Hey, Evan.”
He turned and smiled, his eyes lighting up. “You’re back and you didn’t even call me.”
“I was so tired yesterday. Sorry.” I looked at Linda and she nodded, seeming to read my mind. “Do you want to talk in the back for a minute?”
“Sure.”
I led him to the stockroom. “Do you want something to drink? There’s water.”
“No. I’m good.” He shoved his hands in his pockets.
“We need to talk,” we both said at the same time.
He laughed. “Go ahead.”
“No, you go first.”
“Okay.” He looked at the ground then back up at me. I suddenly remembered what he had tried to talk about before I left for basketball camp: our relationship. He opened his mouth.
“I better go first,” I blurted out.
He laughed. “Sure.”
“I’m . . .” Wow, this was hard. I’d never done this before, and I felt bad. I didn’t want to hurt him, but at the same time, I knew I couldn’t be with him. My heart just wasn’t in it, and that wasn’t fair to him. Between the supposedly huge secret I needed to pry out of my dad and my feelings for Braden, I couldn’t string Evan along like this. “I’m in a weird place.”
He seemed to sense what was happening and his entire demeanor changed. His eyes became guarded. “Are you breaking up with me?” He seemed shocked. Like this had never happened to him before.
“I . . .” Had we been together? “Yes. I’m sorry. I need to figure things out. Maybe in a few months, when I’m in a better place . . .”
A booming voice sounded from the main room and Evan turned around. “What was that?”
“I don’t know.” I listened and the voice came back, angry. “Oh no. It’s my dad.”
“Your dad?”
I ran down the hall but paused right before the sales floor, wanting to know what he was upset about before barreling in there.
“She’s sixteen years old,” he said.
I couldn’t hear Linda’s response.
“I did not give her permission to do this! You should not have let her.”
Nathan must’ve told him about my makeup sessions. I needed to get out there and smooth things over. Only when I entered the room, still unnoticed by either my dad or Linda, I saw how my dad really found out. He held—and was angrily waving—the ad from the bridal store in Linda’s face. Oh no.
And now I could finally hear her. “This is not my ad, sir. You’re going to have to ask your daughter about this.”
“But she did this makeup stuff for you, too.”
“Yes. She got permission from your wife.”
I tried to open my mouth to interject, but before I could, my dad spit out, “My wife is dead.”
I gasped, and both he and Linda turned toward me.
“Charlie, we are leaving. Now,” he growled, then marched out the door.