Julia had the smallpox, not varioloid, but the veritable thing itself,

in its most aggravated form. Where she took it, or when, she did not

know, nor did it matter. She had it, and for ten days she had seen no

one but her husband and physician, and had no care but such as Guy could

give her. He had been unremitting in his attention. Tender and gentle as

a woman, he had nursed her night and day, with no thought for himself

and the risk he ran. It was a bad disease at the best, and now in its

worst type it was horrible, but Julia bore up bravely, thinking always

more of others than of herself, and feeling so glad that Providence had

sent them to those out-of-the-way rooms, where she had at first thought

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she could not pass a night comfortably. Her children were in the room

adjoining, and she could hear their little voices as they played

together, or asked for their mamma and why they must not see her. Alas!

they would never see her again; she knew it now, and Guy knew it, too.

The doctor had told them so when he left them that night, and between

the husband and wife words had been spoken such as are only said when

hearts which have been one are about to be severed forever.

To Julia there was no terror in death, save as it took her from those

she loved, her husband and her little ones, and these she had given into

God's keeping, knowing his promises are sure. To Guy she had said: "You have made me so happy. I want you to remember that when I am gone;

I would not have one look or act of yours changed if I could, and yet,

forgive me, Guy, for saying it, but I know you must often have thought

of that other one whom, you loved first, and it may be best."

Guy could not say no to that, but he smoothed her hair tenderly, and his

tears dropped upon the scarred, swollen face he could not kiss, as Julia

went on.

"But if you did you never showed it in the least, and I bless you for

it. Take good care of my children; teach them to remember their mother,

and if in time there comes another in my place, and other little ones

than mine call you father, don't forget me quite, because I love you so

much. Oh, Guy, my darling, it is hard to say good-by and know that after

a little this world will go on the same as if I had never been. Don't

think I am afraid. I am not, for Jesus is with me, and I know I am safe,

but still there's a clinging to life, which has been so pleasant to me.

Tell your sister how I loved her. I know she will miss me and be good to

my children, and if you ever meet that other one tell her--tell

her--I--"




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