"Am I really now seeking the comfort of street 'hos?" He asked himself as he closed his eyes. However just as quickly as he closed his eyes he opened them; the images of being with that trick were still vividly playing in his mind. It had been hard for him to relax letting her suck his dick while Bruno the Bear stood guard watching him getting served. He had refused her service of allowing him to fuck her. He literally feared that while he was humping her, Bruno the Bear would jump on his back humping him. Jayden had never been more afraid for his life than tonight. Even though there were condoms, the whole situation made him feel grimy and dirty. He needed to go to the clinic and get checked out.
"Brrrrrrrrr…" he shuddered in the bath as an Arctic blast penetrated his body. He felt the chill giving him goose pimples despite him being in a hot bath.
"For real Jay, you've got to do better than this…" He said the words that he knew his friend Avery would spout if he Jayden only had the balls to share this embarrassing moment in his life. He wished that he could share this with his best friend. He needed someone that he could relax with and share secrets like this. He needed someone to give him comfort, support and reaffirm and confirm his worthiness as a man.
Avery was his best friend, but he couldn't give him those things. Actually he wished that he had someone like Nita by his side. Jayden decided this was one of life's little secret that he would take to his grave. No one need to ever know that he had devolved so low in his confidence as a man that he had started seeking the company of prostitutes to make him feel better about himself as a man. He decided that would be his first and last time to do such a thing. He felt lucky to have gotten out of that situation not only alive but also not physically raped.
'Well, there's going to be conditions…' Mia's words slipped into his mind making him sit straight up.
"Yea but no sex for six months… Is that possible" he muttered to himself as the conversation began replaying inside of his head.
'Hey, you've been with a lot of women and HIV is real. You need to get the test and then we would wait.' Jayden stopped drying himself off as her words finally began to sink in. Even though he always used protection, was he still at risk he wondered as he slipped on a pair of boxers and then his pajama bottoms. Maybe there was something to her suggestion. Maybe he should pay a visit to a doctor and get checked out. After the encounter he had tonight, he wouldn't have been surprised if there was a new strand of STD that had the capability of penetrating through the latex protective covering of a condom. Jayden decided that he would at least see a doctor and take better care of himself.