“Good morning. Ian isn’t over there by any chance, is he?”
“No, why do you ask?”
“We sort of got into an argument last night and he left and, from what I can tell, he never came home.”
“Listen to you. You two sound like an old married couple. Don’t worry; Ian will turn up when he wants to.”
“Thanks, Adalynn.”
I couldn’t think about Ian anymore. I needed to focus on moving out of here and finding my brother. I got dressed and took a cab to work. Jordyn had surprised me by telling me that two of her male friends who owed her a big favor were painting my apartment.
“There’s a cute little secondhand furniture store down the street if you want to go look after we get off work,” Jordyn said.
“That sounds great.” I smiled.
“I have something for you,” Jordynn said as she pulled something from under the counter. “Here, last month was my birthday and I got a new one. This one is only a year old and I want you to have it because I’m thinking you don’t own a laptop.”
I couldn’t believe Jordyn was giving me a laptop. “Jordyn, no. I can’t accept this.”
“Yes, you can, Rory. Just take it. It’s been sitting in my closet for the last month.”
“At least let me give you some money for it.”
“Don’t be silly. Consider it a housewarming gift.” She smiled.
I hugged her and we went on with our workday. I kept checking my phone with the hopes that Ian would message me. He didn’t. So, I decided that I would send him one more text message.
“Ian, you haven’t responded to my last two texts. Please let me know you’re okay.”
My shift ended and still no word from Ian. I sighed as I grabbed my purse, and Jordyn and I walked down to the secondhand furniture store. The good thing about shopping in Malibu at a secondhand store is the stuff is practically new. Since the space was small, I had to be creative. I found a beautiful cream-colored leather sofa sleeper, a matching end table, and a small, round coffee table. I didn’t need a dining table since it was just going to be me. I asked the sales girl if she could hold my furniture until I found a way to get it to my apartment. Jordyn said that a couple of her friends had trucks and they’d help out. I hated to impose on people, but I really had no other choice. I owed Jordyn big time. I called a cab and went back to Ian’s.
When I walked through the door, there was a woman standing in the foyer. She was blonde and, when she turned around, I saw that her tits were huge. Damn it. I forgot about the gala. Her dress was unflattering, as it made her look fat. She smiled and introduced herself as Nikki.
“You must be Ian’s house guest?” she said as she snapped her gum.
“Yes, I’m Rory. Is Ian upstairs?” I asked as I pointed.
Just as she was about to answer, Ian came down the steps. He stopped and looked at me.
“Did you get my messages?” I asked.
“Yeah, I did. Now, if you’ll excuse me, Nikki and I have a gala to attend.”
He put his hand on the small of her back and led her to the door. As he walked out, he turned his head one last time and looked at me. It wasn’t his apologetic look this time. It was a big fat “fuck you” look. He shut the door and I stood there in tears. I had to get out tonight. I couldn’t live here anymore. I ran up the stairs as my heart beat rapidly. I grabbed a duffel bag that was sitting on the shelf in the closet and started stuffing some clothes in it. As I packed some things from the bathroom, I called a cab. I took a blanket that was sitting on the chair in the corner and shoved it in my bag. As I held it in my hand, I stood and looked around the room that had been a source of comfort to me over the past couple of weeks. A tear streamed down my cheek as the honking of the cab horn came from the driveway.
****
I inserted the key into the lock and opened the door to my new apartment. I flipped on the light switch and admired my half newly painted walls. I set my bag down and looked around at the empty space that was mine. The paint and supplies were in the corner of the room, so I decided to finish painting since I had nothing else to do. When I brought the can of paint over to the counter, my phone beeped. I pulled it from my pocket and noticed a text message from Adalynn.
“What’s going on between you and Ian? I asked him why he didn’t bring you to the gala instead of that blonde bimbo and he yelled at me and told me to mind my own business. Did something happen?”
I really didn’t know what to say to her, so I opted for the easy way out.
“It’s a long story. I’ll explain it to you over coffee.”
“Okay, but you’re still coming to my party on Saturday, right?”
“I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
I pulled out the rest of the paint supplies and finished painting my walls. I took a step back and looked around the room as I yawned in exhaustion. I looked at the time on my phone; it was already one a.m. Ian had to be home by now and I bet he’d brought that girl home with him. I washed up in the kitchen sink, spread the blanket on the carpet, and curled up into a ball and fell asleep.
The chiming sound of my alarm jolted me out of a sound sleep at five thirty a.m. It was the time I had it set daily so I could get up and go running. I picked up my phone to check my messages and nothing. Did he even realize I’d left? I bet he didn’t because he was probably too busy getting off in that room with the blonde. The thought burned through me like a gasoline fire. I shook it off and dug through my bag for my yoga pants and a t-shirt. I quickly changed, put on my running shoes, and went for a run. The morning air was brisk as I ran down the street, over two blocks, and down to small beach where an exercise class had just started. My ponytail swung from side to side as I jogged across the beach, trying to forget about Ian. He occupied every bit of space in my head. As much as I needed to forget about him, I couldn’t. I wanted to forget about him because a man like him spelled trouble and heartache. He’d already broken my heart and we were nothing but friends, or at least we used to be. I jogged back to the apartment because I had to start work in an hour.
The day passed quickly and I really enjoyed working with Jordyn and Ollie. The two of them were so cute together. You could tell that he was totally in love with her. That was something I’d wished for my whole life; to be loved. Jordyn grabbed my hand and took me outside Java Hut.
“Come on. I want to show you something.” She smiled as she led me upstairs to my apartment.