What.
Did he just...
I turned abruptly to look at him but only found him already leaving the room.
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Three days later
I was lying over the soft mattress of my bed like I have been doing for the past three days, engrossed in my own thoughts.
He hadn't showed up for the past 3 days. I didn't know what it was about. He just apologised and left.
Now when I think about it, I feel like I could have imagined it. I mean Ian never apologises.
Then why?
Even if he did, I wasn't just ready to forgive him.
He nearly killed me!
What he did , definitely doesn't deserve a forgiveness.
But when I remember his sad empty eyes, I don't know why, it makes me sad.
I know I shouldn't feel like this. Rather , I should be happy to see him sad. He fucking kidnapped me but...
Mind doesn't have a hold over feelings.
I just want to continue hating me. He shouldn't have apologised to me. He should have just said something mean, like he always does. I don't want to forgive him. I don't want to develop any positive feelings towards him.
Emiley entered with my medicines. For the past 3 days, she has been taking care of me.
She looked at me worriedly.
"Are you alright Ashy", she said, sounding concerned. She has been using my real nane since the incident.