"I take it that you are please"
I nodded hugging him wondering what to wear frowning a bit. I will call Alley and see if she has anything in my size, perhaps she can come over style my hair.
"Thanks Nickolai" pulling away.
"I am not looking for a happily ever after Emily I don't believe in fairytales but what I feel for you is real and I am afraid as much as you. My father is not all he is crack up to be, he is evil in more ways than you could even imagine and my mother a drunk the less we see of them the better." his voice soft closing his eyes.
"I am nothing like my father yes I enjoy been a dom, bondage, whips, wax play but I will never lose control and hurt you in anyway, I will always let you use your safe word I will never take away your right to use it. Expect for that one time."
I remained mute leaving him to open up there was so much about him that I must know before I walk down the isle with him.
"Have you really kill some one before Nickolai?"
"Only in self defence Emily I am not a murderer like him. I am sorry about losing my temper but you must never run away from me again. Do you understand?"