“I wanted to ask you something, please don’t think I’m weird.” He says rubbing the back of his neck like he so often does, when he’s nervous.
“Go for it.”
“Why is it…I mean…er.. listen, I think we are friends right?”
“Yeah, why?”
“Because at school you avoid me, it’s almost like you can’t stand to be around me, but at home it’s like you are a different person, sometimes we will be talking, then suddenly you will like disappear from sight, I mean I don’t know what’s wrong, and I’ve been like second guessing myself to try and figure out what the problem is, but I can’t, I thought maybe if I ask you, it will save me a whole lot of time, so I’m asking what did I do, are you like angry with me, or do you not wanna be seen anywhere near me or…?”
What?! Does he really believe any of the shit that has just come out of his mouth? You have got to be kidding me. How do I put this to him without letting him know just how crazy I am about him, or even worse letting him know that I hate having to endure seeing him with Amy. It breaks me