Obviously him mating with someone is out of the question because that is a permanent thing, but rumor has it, that he hasn’t been celibate, he has had many girls in his castle walls but is never seen with anyone, he never goes in public with any of the ladies he beds. So when he takes me for a walk it simply means he has no intention of ever becoming more.
I wish I could ask him about all these thoughts that I have swimming in my head, but I can’t because we are not even anything, who am I to question him?
“Julian can I ask you something?”
“Yeah.”
“Are you… I mean do you...like have a girlfriend, or are you in a relationship with anyone at the moment?”
“If I had someone else then I would imagine that, me holding your hand in public would pose a great deal of problems now wouldn’t it?”
“I suppose so, so does that mean you aren’t seeing anyone then?”
“No, I’m completely unattached.”
“ok.” I say trying and failing miserably to keep the smile of my face.
“So I take it you are happy about that.” He says teasing me.
“I was just asking, I didn’t want any scorned lovers seeing me here with you, and coming back for revenge, you know how presumptuous woman are especially when they are still pining over someone.” I really don’t want him to know that I really like him.