“Alex, what happened to your mother is not your fault.
Placing that kind of guilt on yourself wil only hinder you. It wil get you nowhere. Do you understand?”
“Yeah,” I lied.
Even though I wanted to believe what Aiden said was true, I knew it wasn’t. If I’d contacted the Covenant, Mom would stil be alive. So yeah, in a way, Lea was right.
I was responsible for my mother’s death.
CHAPTER 5
THE FOLLOWING DAY WAS LIKE GOING BACK IN
TIME for me—up way too early to think straight and wearing clothes made to get my butt kicked in. This time around though, there were a few things different.
Looking at Aiden, for example, it was clear he wasn’t going to be like the Instructors I’d had before. They’d been Sentinels or Guards injured on the job, or the ones who’d wanted to settle down. Back then, I’d always ended up with Instructors who were either old as dirt or flat out boring.
Aiden was neither of those things.
He wore the same style of workout pants I’d stolen from the supply closet, but where I wore a modest white shirt, he had on a tank. And boy, did he have arms to show off. His skin didn’t sag; he was far from boring, and he was actual y out there hunting daimons.
But he did have one thing in common with my old Instructors. The moment I walked into the gym, he was al business. From the way he coached me through several warm-up exercises and ordered me to unrol al the mats, I knew I was going to be hurting by the end of the day.
“How much do you remember from your previous training?”
I looked around, seeing things I hadn’t laid eyes on in three years—training mats to ease fal s, dummies with skin that felt real, and a first aid kit in every corner. People usual y bled at some point in training. But the furthest wal interested me the most. It was covered with wicked-looking knives I’d never gotten to practice with.
“The normal things: textbook stuff, offensive training, kicking and punching techniques.” I made a beeline for the weapon wal ; it was like compulsion.
“Not much then.”
Picking up one of the slender titanium daggers the Sentinels usual y carried, I nodded. “The good stuff started just—”
Aiden reached around me, plucking the dagger from my fingers and placing it back on the wal . His fingers lingered over the blade reverently. “You haven’t earned the right to touch these weapons, especial y that one.”
At first, I thought he was teasing, but one look at his face told me he wasn’t. “Why?”
He didn’t answer.
I kind of wanted to touch it again, but I pul ed my hand back and walked away from the wal . “I was good at everything I learned. I could hit and kick hard. I could run faster than anyone in my class.”
He returned to the center of the room and placed his hands on his narrow hips. “Not much then,” he repeated.
My eyes fol owed him. “You could say that.”
“You should get used to this room. We’l be spending eight hours a day in here.”
“You’re joking, right?”
He didn’t look like he was joking. “Down the hal is a gym.
You should visit it… often.”
My mouth dropped open.
Aiden gave me a bland look. “You’re far too skinny. You need to put some weight on and some muscle.” He reached out and tapped my scrawny arm. “Speed and strength, you have natural y. But right now, a ten-year-old could take you on.”
I closed my mouth. He had a point. This morning, I’d had to tie the knot twice in my drawstrings to get them to stay up. “Wel , it wasn’t like I had three square meals a day.
Speaking of which, I’m kinda hungry. Don’t I get breakfast?”
The hard look in his eyes softened a little, and for a moment he looked like he had when he’d been in my room the night before. “I brought you a protein shake.”
“Ew,” I groaned, but when he picked up the plastic container and handed it to me, I took it.
“Drink up. We’re going to cover some ground rules first.”
Aiden stepped back. “Go ahead and sit. I want you to listen.”
And there went the softer and kinder look. Rol ing my eyes, I sat down and gingerly placed the bottle to my lips. It smel ed like stale chocolate and tasted like a watered down milkshake. Gross.
He stood in front of me with those impossibly ripped arms across his chest. “First off: no drinking or smoking.”
“Gee. That means I’ve got to kick the crack habit.”
He stared down at me, clearly unimpressed. “You wil not be able to leave the Covenant without permission or—don’t look at me that way.”
“Jeez, how old are you?” I total y knew how old he was, but I wanted to pick.
Aiden cracked his neck. “I turn twenty-one in October.”
“Huh.” I shook the bottle. “So have you always been so…
mature?”
His brows furrowed. “Mature?”
“Yeah, you sound like a dad.” I deepened my voice and tried to look stern. “‘Don’t look at me that way’ or else.”
Aiden blinked slowly. “I don’t sound like that and I didn’t say ‘or else.’”
“But if you had, what would the ‘or else’ be?” I hid my grin with the bottle.
He glanced to the side, frowning. “Can you just not talk through this?”
“Whatever.” I took a drink. “So why can’t I leave the island?”
“It’s for your safety and my peace of mind.” Aiden returned to his original stance, arms over chest, legs spread wide. “You wil not leave this island without being accompanied by someone.”
“Do my friends count?” I asked, only half serious.
“No.”