Events had succeeded each other with such strange rapidity since the day

before, that I felt like one walking in a dream. First, Kondjé-Gul's

revelations of her mother's duplicity, then my discussion with Daniel,

and now finally this cynical dialogue with the Circassian, in the course

of which she had just confessed her schemes quite openly; all these

things had given such a succession of rude shocks to my spirit, which

had been reposing until then in the tranquil assurance of undisturbed

happiness, that I had hardly found time to estimate the extent of my

misfortune.

Overwhelmed with distress when I perceived the possibility

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of losing Kondjé-Gul, I almost thought I should go mad. I made a

desperate struggle against the despair which was taking possession of my

mind. It was necessary for me to carry on the contest in order to defend

my very soul and life, yet I felt my soul slipping out of control. Like

a mystic fascinated by his vision, I might have allowed myself to be

deluded by a vain mirage of security, for I had never imagined that my

rights could be disputed. I had been living in the peaceful but foolish

confidence that I could obtain redress, when necessary, by the sword,

for my rival's presumption.

And now I had woke up in consternation at finding myself caught in this

stupid trap which I had permitted them to set in my path. Kondjé-Gul's

mother had become Kiusko's accomplice. How was I to defeat this

conspiracy between two minds animated by consuming passions, resolute

and pitiless, who were determined not to be deterred by any scruples or

any sense of honour? I could now see my weakness; I was paralysed and

defenceless against this wretched woman who, in order to constrain her

daughter and dispose of her future, had only to claim her legal

authority over her. She could take her from me, and carry her away. Once

back in Turkey, supported by the horrible laws of Islam, all she need do

was to sell her to Kiusko and thus give her up to him.

My mind was struck by a sudden idea. Was it not the height of folly on

my part to give way to childish alarms, and to defer action until after

Kiusko and the Circassian had matured their plans? Was it not possible

for me to escape, carrying Kondjé-Gul off with me, and placing her out

of reach of their pursuit?

As soon as this idea had taken possession of my mind, it fixed itself

there, and soon developed into a resolution. I felt surprised that it

had not occurred to me earlier, and decided to put it into execution

that very day. I knew that Kondjé-Gul would follow me, for we had often

cherished the idea of taking a journey together alone, and I had

promised her we would carry it out some day. In order to assure our

successful escape, I resolved to give her no notice beforehand, lest she

should let it out to her mother.




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