Our bodies are cover in sweat and we are both panting that was fucking amazing! I swear sex with Gabe only gets better and better each time. "I'm sorry Muffin" he finally apologize. Now that my body and mind are relax my emotions creep their way in. I turn my head to the side trying to hide my stupid tears that I can't keep in no more. He cups my chin and turns my face towards him "I really am sorry I acted like a dick it's just the thought of Mark or any one else kissing you makes me lose my mind". I understand him because I don't like the thought of someone else kissing him. I would go crazy also but that was just the cherry on top. "It's been a long day" I whisper into his hand. He rolls off me pulling me into his arms. I lay my head on his chest as he runs his hand up and down my spine. I missed being like this with him listing to his heartbeat. "Want to talk about it?" he kiss the top of my head.
I wish I can tell him the truth about my dad but I can't. I hate lying to him but I don't want to compromise him with his work. He loves his jobs and I won't put him in a situation where he has to choice between me and his job because I have the feeling he would pick me. "It just been a crazy day starting with saying bye to my family and ending with Mark and everything he was saying" I say which is true. "I'm sorry for being a dick today out of all days it must have been really hard for you to say goodbye to them and instead of being there for you I let Mark get the best of me" he finally apologizes giving me a kiss on my head. I roll over and snuggle into his side as I pin my face into his neck.
"Everything is going to be fine I promise" he rubs my arm as he reassures me. There is loud knock on the door causing me to jump "Just making sure everyone everyone is still alive" Logan says I can tell he is smiling. Oh fuck I forgot he was even here he probably herd me yelling. I bury my face into his chest feeling a shame. "Everything is fine now go away" he yells as his chest moves from laughter. Of course he thinks this is funny he wasn't the one who was yelling fuck me from the top of his lungs. Now that I think about it he is an asshole for making me beg in the first place.