By the time I had the dishes clean and piled in a perilous mound in the rack, Shana was emerging from the bathroom, her head wrapped in one towel and her body in another. Without any modesty at all, she dried herself off and got dressed. Her body was much older than her face. She sat down at the kitchen table in jeans and a T-shirt, barefoot. She looked exhausted, but her skin was scrubbed and her eyes had cleared to some extent. She lit an unfiltered Camel. This lady took smoking seriously. I didn't think unfiltered cigarettes were available these days.
I sat down across from her. "When did you last eat?"
"I forget. I started drinking this morning when I got back. Poor Tap. I was standing right there." She paused and her eyes filled with tears again, her nose turning pink with emotion. "I couldn't believe what was happening. I just lost it. Couldn't cope. I wasn't crazy about him, but he was an okay guy. Kind of dumb. A goofball who made awful jokes. I can't believe this is starting all over. What was he thinking about? He must have been nuts. Bailey comes back to town and look what happens. Somebody else dead. This time it's his best friend."
"Daisy figures somebody put Tap up to it."
"Bailey did," she snapped.
"Just wait," I said. "He got a telephone call last night at Pearl's. He talked briefly and then took off."
She blew her nose. "Must have been after I left," she said, unconvinced. "You want some coffee? It's instant."
"Sure, I'll have some."
She left her cigarette on the lip of the ashtray and got up. She filled a saucepan with water and stuck it on the back burner, turning on the gas. She extracted two coffee mugs from the dish rack. "Thanks for cleaning up. You didn't have to do that."
"Idle hands…" I said, not mentioning that I'd also managed a little of the devil's work.
She unearthed a jar of instant coffee and a couple of spoons, which she set on the table while we waited for the water to boil. She took another drag from her cigarette and blew the smoke toward the ceiling. I could feel it settle around me like a fine veil. I was going to have to shampoo my hair again and change my clothes.
She said, "I still say Bailey killed her."
"Why would he do that?"
"Why would anybody else?"
"Well, I don't know, but from what I've heard, he was the only real friend she had."
She shook her head. Her hair was still wet, separated into long strands that dampened the shoulders of her T-shirt. "God, I hate this. Sometimes I wonder how she would have ended up. I've thought about that a lot. I never was much of a mom in terms of the ordinary stuff, but that kid and I were close. More like sisters."
"I saw some pictures of her in the yearbook. She was beautiful."
"For all the good it did. Sometimes I think her looks were what caused all her problems."
"Do you know who she was involved with?"
She shook her head. "I didn't know she was pregnant until I heard about the coroner's report. I knew she was sneakin' out at night, but I have no idea where she went. And what was I supposed to do, nail the door shut? You can't control a kid that age. I guess maybe I should correct myself. We'd always been close. I thought we still were. If she was in trouble, she could have come to me. I'd have done anything for her."
"I heard she'd been trying to find out about her father."
Shana shot me a startled look, then covered her surprise with busyness. She stubbed out her cigarette and moved over to the stove, where she picked up a pot holder and shifted the saucepan unnecessarily. "Where'd you hear that?"
"Bailey. I talked to him at the jail yesterday. You never told her who her father was?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"I made a deal with him years ago and I kept my part. I might have broken down and told her, but I couldn't see what purpose it'd serve."
"Did she ask?"
"She might have mentioned it, but she didn't seem all that intent on the answer and I didn't think much of it."
"Bailey thought she was getting a line on the guy. Was there a way she could have tracked him down?"
"Why would she do that when she had me?"
"Maybe she wanted acknowledgment, or maybe she needed help."
"Because she was pregnant?"
"It's possible," I said. "As I understand it, she'd just had it confirmed, but she must have suspected if her period was late. Why else go all the way to Lompoc for a test?"