The hearth fire had burned down to glowing coals, but Brighid's sharp eyes needed very little light. She thought he was finally asleep. From her side of the lodge, she had watched the warrior struggle into sleep.
It was as if his body fought against relaxation as another way to punish himself. No wonder he looked so haggard. What he needed was a cup of one of Brenna's notorious tea concoctions to make him rest. The Huntress let out a long, slow breath. No, what Cuchulainn needed was Brenna.
She was tired, too. What she had told Ciara about needing to retire early had been true. She rearranged her folded equine limbs and curled more comfortably on her side, breathing in the light, pleasing fragrance of the dwarf heather that covered the floor of the lodge. Her eyelids felt heavy, but she resisted the urge to sleep. Not yet. She had something she needed to see to first. And now that Cuchulainn was asleep she could begin.
Staring into the glowing rust-colored coals she relaxed her body while she deepened and slowed her breathing. She would not take herself into the trance state that led to a Sacred Journey, but she did need the focused concentration of meditation, which was only the first step to the spirit world.
Brighid wouldn't travel farther, though. She wouldn't allow that. She never allowed that.
Against the backdrop of the glowing coals, the Huntress pictured herself as she had been earlier that day when she had stood at the edge of the canyon precipice and first glimpsed the hybrid settlement below.
She saw the neatly arranged camp and the well-constructed buildings. Then she looked again, but this time she saw with the senses beyond her eyes. The scene rippled, like breath blowing over water, and the colors changed. The dull gray and rust of the Wastelands shifted and was suddenly washed in a bright halo of green - a color that radiated life and health and the promise of spring. Brighid allowed herself to fall deeper into the trance and she expanded her senses. The halo of green intensified and her spirit sight became clearer. The light was actually coming from dozens of shining orbs that flickered brilliantly against the dreary colors of the Wastelands.
Before she could focus her concentration more, she Felt something else, but she sensed it wasn't coming from the settlement. In her vision there came a sudden tingling awareness from behind her. She imagined turning, and the mountains wavered and became red, as if they were bathed in blood. Startled, Brighid's concentration broke and she was once more staring into the remains of the hearth fire.
What did it all mean? She wished she had her mother's knowledge.Think! she ordered herself. The hybrid camp had been painted in ethereal green. There were no negative connotations with that color. In the spirit realm it represented what it did in the physical world - growth and prosperity and life beginning anew. Had she seen any dark tinges within the verdant halo? No... Brighid sifted through the memory of her meditation. Ciara had been telling the truth. She was hiding no evil - at least no evil that Brighid could discover.
Then her thoughts turned to the brief glimpse she'd had of the mountains. Their aura had definitely been scarlet. And the Feeling radiating from them had been different, more complex, tinged in darkness. Her brow furrowed and she restlessly shifted her bent legs. The mountain range had been named Trier, which was the word in the Old Language for the color red, for the red rocks and the small red-leafed plant that carpeted the lower slopes during the warmer months. Was that what her vision had reflected? That the mountains were aptly named and even in spirit they were red. Or did it go deeper than that? In the spirit realm the color red carried complex, conflicting symbolism. It stood for passion, but it also represented hatred. It foretold birth as well as death.
She simply wasn't certain - she glanced at the restlessly sleeping form of Cuchulainn - she wasn't certain of anything here, except that she would remain alert and guard against anything that threatened her clan. Brighid closed her eyes, but sleep didn't come easily. She kept hearing the phantom sound of wings and seeing the horizon drenched in the scarlet color of blood.
The morning was still young. The day had dawned bright and breezy, with an almost imperceptible shifting of the ever-present wind from the relentless frigid north to a slightly gentler northwesterly current that brought with it the distinct and enticing scent of the sea. Cu and Brighid had joined Ciara in the morning blessing ceremony, and after breaking their fast the three of them retraced the path Brighid and Cu had taken the day before, all the way to the mouth of the hidden mountain pass.
But something wasn't right. Ciara Felt it deep within her spirit. The closer they got to the mountains the more intensely she Felt the wrongness. It was more than just her lifelong dislike of the rocky barrier that divided them from Partholon and all that was good and green and growing. Today she Felt the warning crawl across her skin and lodge inside of her like the bite of a venomous spider. She wanted to believe it was just her imagination, just the fact that the Trier Mountains symbolized so many negatives. But she wasn't an ordinary maiden. Ciara was her people's Shaman; she didn't need to be on a Sacred Journey to recognize a message from the spirit realm.
She needed to get away from the mountains and the unease they seemed to be evoking. Then she could retreat to her lodge and open herself to the Sacred Journey. There Ciara could call upon her spirit guides to help her sort through the warning that had shaken her all the way to her soul. She realized she had been ready to bolt from the shadow of the mountains when Cu's voice broke through her inner tumult and anchored her back in the physical world.
"It's melted quite a bit. If the weather holds, and all the signs say that it will, the trail should be passable in the next couple days," Cuchulainn said thoughtfully, nodding his head while he squinted into the still snow-speckled path that led between two sheer edges of red rock and directly into the mountains.
"You really think so?" Ciara forced her voice not to betray the fear that his words had sent spiraling through her.
"I can't see why not. It will, of course, be a difficult journey. But you said yourself that winter has broken." He nodded his head at the narrow path. "At least there won't be any more snow to block the way."
The Huntress watched Ciara and Cuchulainn as they peered into the dark slash in the ancient walls of rock. She folded her arms across her breast and shook her head at them. "You two must be totally mad."
The warrior frowned, but the winged woman simply shifted her gaze to the Huntress.
"What are you talking about?" Cu asked.
"What amI talking about? Better ask yourselves that question."
"Explain yourself, Huntress," Cu growled.
Brighid curled her lip at him. "By the Goddess, it's simple! You cannot take seventy children through that pass. Not in a couple days, nor in a couple turns of the moon."
Cuchulainn opened his mouth to bluster, but Ciara's calm voice interrupted his rant. "What do you mean, Brighid?"
"I mean it's clearly too dangerous. Maybe it was different when Cu came through it two moons ago, but today it would be a difficult journey for a party of adults. For children it is impossible."
"Our children are special," Ciara said softly. "They are not normal children."
"Regardless, they are still children. No matter how strong, their legs are only so long. I've watched them.
Some of them are barely gliding, which means adults, or the older children, would have to carry the littlest ones. That would double the danger and difficulty." Brighid spoke matter-of-factly, in the logical emotionless voice of a Huntress discussing the tracking of game.
"You're certain? Even if we took them through in small groups?" Cu asked.
"Small groups would be better, but still dangerous. Travel would be slow, so they would be forced to spend the night in the pass. And that would be a night without fire." Brighid glanced at the Shaman who had so easily wielded the power of flame. "Fire would weaken the snow that is already thawing on the walls of the pass."
"Avalanche," Cu said. The warrior shook his head in self-disgust. He hadn't thought of that, and he should have. "But small groups could work?"
Brighid lifted one shoulder. "I suppose."
The Shaman's dark eyes caught hers. "If they were your children, would you chance taking them through the pass, even in small groups?"
"No."
"If you would not lead your own children through, I will not lead ours," Ciara said.
Cuchulainn raised his brows at the quickness of the winged woman's decision, but they were her people and it was her choice to make. "Then we'll have to wait until late summer to lead the children through, when there is no more snow on the walls of the pass," he said slowly. He could already feel the weight of the children's disappointment when they found out that they would not be traveling to the land of their dreams for several more turns of the moon.
"Not necessarily," Brighid said.
"But you just said - " Cu said gruffly.
"I said this pass was too dangerous for the children. But this is not the only pass into Partholon."
Cuchulainn jerked in surprise. "Guardian Pass!"
"Exactly." The Huntress looked pleased with herself.
"I hadn't even considered it, but you're right. It does make the most sense. It's wider, well-marked and well-maintained. Probably even passable today."
"It's guarded by warriors from Guardian Castle." Ciara's soft voice shook only slightly. "Their sole charge is to keep Fomorians from entering Partholon."
"You aren't our enemies. My sister's sacrifice promises that," Cu said gruffly.
"But that is whereshe was taken to be imprisoned."
Cuchulainn's body jerked as if someone had struck him. Theshe Ciara spoke of was Fallon, the mad hybrid who had murdered Brenna. After Fallon had been captured, Elphame had sentenced her to death as retribution for the taking of Brenna's life, but the hybrid had been pregnant, and not even Cuchulainn had been willing to sacrifice an unborn child to pay the debt its mother owed. So Fallon had been taken to Guardian Castle to be imprisoned until the birth of her child. It was there that she would eventually be executed.
"Yes," Cuchulainn clipped the word. "Fallon is jailed there."
"So won't the people assume we are as she is?" Ciara asked, eyes luminous with feeling. "Won't they already hate us?"
"You aren't responsible for Fallon's actions," Brighid said. "She chose madness and violence. None of the rest of you did."
"The warriors are honorable men and women. They will treat you justly," Cuchulainn said.
Brighid slanted a look at him, considering the irony of the situation. Here was Cu, reassuring Ciara about something that he had struggled with himself. He had been ready to treat the New Fomorians unjustly - he had already admitted that to her. But their goodness had been obvious, even to a grieving warrior. If Cuchulainn could look past their wings and their father's blood, wouldn't the Guardian Warriors be able to do the same, too? Brighid desperately hoped so.
"If they were my children, taking them through Guardian Pass is the only way I would lead them into Partholon," the Huntress said.
Ciara looked from the Huntress to the warrior. "If you believe it is for the best, then it is through Guardian Pass that we will enter Partholon."
Cuchulainn grunted and looked eastward.
"What do you think? Is it about a two-day trip?" Brighid asked, following his gaze.
"With children? I'd say you better double that."
"I thought you knew the children better than that, Cuchulainn."
Before Cu could answer the winged woman Brighid snorted. "You'll have ample opportunity to show us how special your young ones are. How soon can all of you be ready to travel?"
"Whenever you say. We have been ready since the snow began melting. And we have been awaiting this journey for more than one hundred years."
"We leave at first light," Cu said.
"First light it is then," Ciara said firmly. "We should hurry back so I can tell the others."
With those words, Ciara spread her dark wings and moved quickly over the rocky ground in the distinctive gliding run her people had inherited from their fathers. She heard the pounding of hooves as the centaur and Cuchulainn's gelding galloped behind her. She had Felt the tightness within her loosen when they decided not to take the hidden path and instead chose the way through Guardian Pass, but the suffocating sense of wrongness did not dissipate until they were well out of the shadow of the mountains and back on the rough flat terrain of the Wastelands.
The Shaman's mind whirred as her legs pumped rhythmically. Why had she been sent the warning? The obvious answer was that the spirit realm agreed with the Huntress - the hidden path was too dangerous for the children to navigate. But the answer seemed too simplistic for such an intense reaction. The Huntress had easily recognized the danger, and Ciara already believed the centaur's judgment was honest and accurate. She would have listened to her, as did Cuchulainn, without any prompting from the spirit realm. It seemed a waste of time for the spirits to compound the warning needlessly. One thing she understood very well from her experience with the world of the spirits was that they never wasted their powers and their warnings should never be discounted as needless.
She must find time to take the Sacred Journey and discover what the other realm was trying to tell her. It was always wise to heed the warnings of the spirits.