Funny, maybe. But I’m still clinging to my irritation.
Still, I can’t deny that the edge on my anger has dulled a bit.
When the next delivery is announced, I’m already waiting by the door. I tug it open and gasp to see Damien himself standing there. He’s holding a shopping bag and carrying a single red rose. There is both amusement and apology in his eyes, and I have to fight the familiar tug that urges me to take the packages from him and wrap myself in his arms.
I realize we’ve been standing like that for too long when he clears his throat. “Can I come in?”
If I’d heard even the slightest hint of laughter in his voice, I would have slammed the door in his face. But his voice was flat and respectful and despite the whimsical nature of his gifts, it is clear that he knows my frustration with him is genuine.
“For a bit,” I say. “I have work to do.”
I step aside, and he eases in, his arm brushing mine as he does so. I feel that frisson of awareness that I associate with Damien and draw in a tiny little breath. If he hears me, he doesn’t show it. He just strides into my office, puts down the bag, then hands me the rose. “I’m sorry,” he says.
I shake my head and face him, legs parted, my hands on my hips, totally exasperated. “You are a brilliant man, Damien Stark. Which is why I don’t understand why you can’t get it through your head that this kind of thing pisses me off. It’s one thing—one very annoying thing—to ask Lisa to seek me out and help me. It’s another thing to lie to me about checking her credentials.”
“I have checked her credentials,” he says. “It’s just been a while.”
“You know what I mean.”
“I do,” he admits. He steps toward me and the air between us thickens.
I step back. “Dammit, Damien. You can’t just pull shit like that.”
“Are you going to ignore her advice? Cut her off?”
“No. She’s my friend. Despite you,” I add. “Not because of you. And don’t you dare argue that what you did makes no difference because we ended up genuinely liking each other.”
“I know the difference,” he says seriously. “But I have a blind spot where you’re concerned, Nikki.”
“Aw, really? That’s so romantic.” I cross my arms over my chest. “Get over it.”
He chuckles, then crosses the space between us before I can back away again. His arm is around my waist and he pulls me close so that my pelvis is hard against him. I feel the length of his erection, and I want to be annoyed that he’s hard despite the fact that I’m mad at him. I can’t, though. Because I’m turned on, too, my body tingling and already melting against him. Hell, I’d gone damp the moment he stepped into my office. “You can fuck me,” I say breathily. “But I’ll still be mad at you.”
He closes his mouth over mine for the kind of kiss that positively melts a girl. “Tempting,” he says. Then he releases me, takes two steps back, and returns to me with the shopping bag. “For you.”
I take it warily, then peek inside. It’s full of tissue paper, which I pull out to reveal a box shaped like a doghouse. I glance at him, confused, then pull the box out of the bag and open it. Inside are a dozen sugar cookies baked in the shape of dog bones. Each has I’m sorry lettered upon it in silver icing.
“Okay,” I say with a grin. “You’re officially out of the doghouse. Thank you for the cookies,” I add. “And don’t do it again.”
“I’ll do my best,” he says. “But it’s safer not to make promises.”
I can’t help but laugh. This is one of the foibles of being in a relationship with a man like Damien Stark. But the more important fact is that as much as he drives me nuts, we are talking about this stuff. It’s light in the shadows. It’s glue on the bubble. Because the more solid we are, the longer we can hold back the world.
“Thanks for coming,” I say. “You could have waited and talked to me tonight.”
“No,” he says simply. “I couldn’t have.”
“Lunch?”
“Unfortunately, that I do have to pass on.”
“Too bad, though I suppose it’s just as well. I’ve accomplished absolutely zip today. I take it your day is busier what with a universe to run.”
“My universe today extends only to the two of us.”
At first, I think he’s being romantic. Then I see the hard lines of his face. I push the box aside and perch on the edge of my desk. “You’ve learned something. Is it good or bad?”
“A bit of both, actually.”
“All right. Tell me the good first.”
“The court ruled against the motion to unseal the photos.”
“Damien,” I say. “That’s huge.”
“It is,” he agrees. “But the press isn’t stupid. The odds are they’ll try the back door route and do the same thing I’m doing—try to figure out who sent the evidence in the first place.”
“Have you learned anything new?”
He hesitates, then nods. “About the photos, no. About our leak regarding your portrait, yes. Turns out the ATM camera was very effective.”
“Seriously? That’s wonderful. Who is it?”
“I still need confirmation,” he says. “Let me see where it goes, and then I’ll lay the whole thing out for you.”
“Okay,” I say, though I’m disappointed he won’t tell me right then, even if he is still investigating. I consider pressing the point, but decide not to. I don’t think that his closed-mouthedness stems from the desire to keep secrets but simply from Damien’s innate need to keep control. Of his business. Of information. And, I think, glancing at the doghouse-shaped box, of me.
The intercom buzzes. “Ms. Fairchild, you have another delivery. May I send them back?”
“Sure.” I glance at Damien, but he holds up his hands. “This one’s not from me. I swear.”
I don’t believe him, of course. At least not until I take the envelope from the courier and see his Damien’s face. “Let me open it,” he says sternly.
My chest goes cold. The negligible weight of the plain manila envelope turns heavy in my hand. “You don’t think . . . ”
“I don’t know.” He reaches for it. “But I’m going to find out.”