“I got your note,” I gritted out.
“I love you,” he told me, looking straight into my eyes. A small smile played across my lips. “I love you. I’m in love with you.”
“I love you too,” I told him, my voice raspy from disuse. “I’ve always loved you,” I continued, clearing my throat. “You’re the love of my life, Callum.”
He laughed lightly, coughing to avoid a sob. A massive smile splayed across his gorgeous face. “I think I’ve waited my entire life to hear those words from you, Harper Tate.”
***
It took me eight weeks to leave that hospital. By the time, I was done, I knew every single person employed there, as did Callum. It was bittersweet leaving but it was most definitely time.
The good news was that I regained control and feeling in my legs which was nothing short of a miracle according to Doctor Sullivan. I’d need extended physical therapy back home but I was healed well enough to travel which is what I wanted more than anything. I just wanted to be home, in my own bed...with my husband.
I could walk short distances only, forced to utilize a wheel chair for any kind of extensive trips. Callum would cart me around like a doll, lifting me into bed, even helping me bathe which was somewhat embarrassing the first time but the nurses would have thought it strange that my husband wouldn’t eventually be the one who assisted me. The first few times, the nurses did it but they told us he needed to learn how to care for me once we left the hospital and insisted he try. Who were we to argue?
The first time he saw me naked was...strange. Gorgeously strange.
“Lean on me,” he had whispered into my ear, making me shiver. I stood on my feet but he held me tightly against him. He had begun to close his eyes but I stopped him with a hand.
“I want you to see me,” I told him quietly, making his eyes shoot wide. I almost laughed but checked myself.
He gulped audibly. “Uh, okay.” Trembling hands came toward me and undressed me slowly, being careful not to jostle me too much, when he pulled my top off. My heart began to race inside my chest, pounding against my ribs at an unhealthy rate. If I’d been hooked into any of the machines sitting inside my room, five nurses would’ve come bounding through the door. I smiled shyly.
Piece by piece, my clothing laid in a pile by my feet and eventually, I stood completely bare, accept for a pair of panties, against him. We both breathed in pants. Callum would see me naked. Callum and naked...in the same sentence. He still had yet to look at me and wrapped me in a towel before he could get a good look. He laid another towel on one of the shower chairs and picked me up, tucking his hands behind my knees. I felt my breath whoosh from my lungs. This was it. Until he sat me there while he filled my bath. I felt my cheeks redden and my feelings were sort of hurt that he didn’t want to see me. A heat crept up my neck and into my face, ashamed that I couldn’t tempt him the way he tempted me.
I had been healing for weeks and all my bruises had disappeared, use of my broken fingers restored. I looked completely normal from the outside, the only thing that ailed me was some soreness in my back and a definite lack of strength but that wasn’t visible to the naked eye. I had just given him permission to look at me naked and he didn’t freaking do it. I was feeling so vulnerable and open it was almost excruciating. Tears began to make an appearance but I bit my bottom lip to prevent them from spilling over.
I watched his broad back as the running water captivated his attention. I bent slightly to the side to see what was so interesting about this seemingly so amazing water. I was offended. Callum’s back rose and feel deeply with each breath. He’s nervous, I realized. His hands made tight fists, then released, over and over and over. Signature, Callum. I sat back and enjoyed the fact that I made my husband nervous. It was flattering.
Once the bath was filled, there was nowhere else for Callum to go. Slowly, he turned my direction and began to undress himself making me tremble a little on my own. All my fears and insecurities dissipated in one swift motion as he shrugged off his button up shirt and pulled his t-shirt over his head.
“Um,” I said, suddenly nervous myself. “Are you, uh, going to fill the bath with soap?”
“No,” he said softly, deliberately taking his time with the buttons of his jeans. Massive pause. “I won’t be able to see you very well if the foam is in my way, will I?” He asked, a knowing smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
My throat closed. I could only nod my response.
He was breathtaking, literally, the lines of his stomach and chest were hard and conditioned like a toned athlete. He was lean and absolutely the most handsome man I had ever seen in my entire life. I loved the way his hair curled around his ears and the way his eyes sparkled in the subtle lighting above him. The heat that had crept up my face before turned into a delicious, warm blush and I couldn’t stop my hand from flying to my chest as I inhaled deeply. A small, smug smile fought to make an appearance on his lips. Never taking his eyes from mine, he pulled his jeans off his legs and stood in his boxers. This is the most I’d ever seen of Callum’s naked skin. I shivered, actually shivered like some romance novel harlot.
Callum walked to me, both our hands quaked but the instant they met, all nervousness disappeared and we held firmly onto the other. He helped me to my feet and I balanced in front of him. Slowly, I removed my towel, letting it pile onto the floor at my feet. I blushed furiously at his own sharp intake of breath.
His head shook lazily from side to side as if in disbelief but his hands fisted at his side, betraying his easy look. Another gulp. “Lord, Harper. You are beautiful.” Callum paused while his eyes roamed my entire body, making me blush an even deeper red. “My God was it worth the wait,” he barely murmured under his breath.