My brain flashed through a thousand different images of what might've happened to her, inciting a panic.
“You need to come pick up Rachel. I can’t let her drive home.”
“Um, okay,” I responded with a heavy heart. I should have been relieved that she was okay, but then again, she really wasn't. “Where is she?”
“Mick’s Place, on Route 113 in Stenton.”
“Alright. I’ll be there soon.” I sank onto the steps with my phone in my hands, bowing my head in dread. I shouldn't have been surprised that she was drunk once again. It was what I'd become accustomed to as a child, but I’d hoped I wouldn’t have to deal with it this time around.
My entire body hollowed with the acceptance of her condition, shutting off the emotion that threatened to take over. I just needed to focus on getting her home, and then I'd figure out the rest later.
I tried to locate the bar on the GPS on my phone, but nothing came up. I had no idea where she was. That left me with only one choice. I shook my head and groaned, “Shit,” not liking what I was about to do, especially since he was probably the reason she was drinking.
I dialed the number and held my breath as it rang.
“Hello? Emma? Is everything okay?” The urgency in his voice made it clear that he was expecting the worst.
“Um… not really,” I replied softly. “Can you help me?”
“Of course. What's going on?” he responded in a rush.
“I need to pick up Rachel, but I don’t know where she is.”
“I’ll be there in fifteen minutes, okay?”
“Okay,” I exhaled.
Jonathan’s truck pulled into the driveway, and I stepped onto the porch to lock the door behind me.
“Will you drive my car?” I asked before he’d said a word.
“Sure,” he responded, taking the keys with a questioning look.
“I think she’s going to need to lie down,” I explained glumly.
He took in my drawn expression. “It’ll be okay. We’ll pick her up and everything will be fine.”
“Yup,” I answered, not believing a word.
I told Jonathan where she was, and his brows pulled together in concern.
"What?" I demanded nervously.
“It’s not the best place to hang out,” he noted with a heavy breath. “You should stay in the car while I go in and get her, okay?” I closed my eyes and nodded, trying to hold it together.
When we arrived, I understood why he didn’t want me to go in. The bar was a single story box with neon lights nailed to its roof. Several of the letters were dark, and the end of “Place” was flickering red, fighting to stay lit. The small slots that were presumably windows were covered with glowing neon beer signs. The building was a dingy shade of white that the years and lack of care had rotted away. There were shingles missing in some spots or broken in others. It looked like a strong wind could bring the entire place down.
The parking lot was poorly lit. A single spotlight hung from the corner of the building, casting more shadows than light. The dirt parking lot was covered in patches of ice. It was a hazard to walk on while sober, forget about after drinking until you could barely stand. A rough group of men stood outside, smoking cigarettes and making comments to the patrons coming and going. Their faces were dark and stubbly. I was convinced they hadn't showered in days. A line of motorcycles would undoubtedly be lined up in front of them if it weren't the middle of winter. They blended with the dilapidated background perfectly―the sight of them made me squirm in disgust.
“Stay in the car. I’ll be right out.” Jonathan instructed, shutting the door behind him.
I sunk into the seat with my arms crossed, watching one of the men in leather clasp the hand of another who approached from a Camaro. The guy from the Camaro had a shaved head and broad shoulders, and wore a pair of black sunglasses, even though it was nearly midnight. Creepy characters flocked to this place, making me wonder why my mother would ever stop here.
One of the smokers glanced in my direction, and my heart started racing. I quickly looked down, hoping he couldn't see inside the car.
“Keep your fucking hands off me, John,” a woman threatened, redirecting my attention.
The men were laughing as a woman with tight jeans and a cropped leather jacket thrust the door open to enter, glaring at them. The man with the leather trench coat and long, thick mustache was still watching me. I shuddered and tried to sink further into the seat. He nudged the tall guy with the heaving waistline next to him, nodding toward me and saying something. The guy laughed and nodded his head.
“Jonathan, where are you?” I whispered, anxiously staring at the black door, begging him to come through it. I looked back and the mustached cretin grinned at me. My heart spasmed and my hands started shaking. I quickly flipped my eyes down, hoping he'd lose interest.
“Come on out of the car, sweet thing,” he beckoned, making the rest of the men take notice. “Let me buy you a drink.” There were laughs and sinister grins in reaction to my panic-stricken face. I made sure the doors were locked and silently pleaded once again for Jonathan to appear with my mother.
The scruffy man made a move toward the car, and my breathing faltered. I was trying to decide what to do when the black door thrust open, stopping him in his tracks. Jonathan emerged with my mother passed out in his arms. I exhaled in relief, unlocked the doors and jumped out of the car to open the back door for them.
Jonathan gently laid her across the backseat. I threw a sideways glance at the man standing at the front of the car. The grin on his face was abhorrent. I couldn't keep my hands from shaking while I waited for Jonathan to adjust her. I just wanted to get away from there as fast as possible.
“Hey, buddy,” the man hollered to Jonathan. I remained frozen by the door. Jonathan shut the back door and started to walk around the back of the car, not paying attention. “Hey, you.” Jonathan stopped, recognizing the burly man in the trench coat was talking to him. “Why don’t you let me take one of those girls off your hands? I could show this one a good time.” I cringed as he molested me with his eyes.
"Are you talking to me?” Jonathan bit back, his threatening tone making my eyes widen in alarm.
“Yes, I’m talking to you,” the man growled. “I want a taste.” His mustache spread into a detestable smirk, and he started in my direction. I pressed against the car, blindly feeling for the handle while keeping my eyes on him. I was fearful of provoking him with any sudden movement―move slow and he won’t attack.
“I wouldn’t do that if I were you,” Jonathan's deep voice warned through clenched teeth. I flipped my eyes toward Jonathan, shaken again by edge in his voice. The rest of the men became quiet and squared off toward Jonathan, whose hands were slowly flexing into fists by his side.
The man crept toward me until he had me in his direct sight, not giving Jonathan any consideration.
“I think you’d taste good,” his cigarette and alcohol laden breath coated my face. I closed my eyes and swallowed hard, paralyzed. Fear held me hostage as he leaned in. The car rocked, and I opened my eyes to find Jonathan gripping the man's collar, pinning him against the car.
“Don’t you fucking touch her,” Jonathan grunted. The guy was taller than Jonathan, but Jonathan was broader. Jonathan glowered inches from his face. The crowd shuffled forward, prepared to join in if necessary.
The two men stared at each other for a second before the cretin snarled, “What are you going to do?”
Jonathan raised his fist.
“Jonathan, don’t,” I begged, released from my paralysis when I realized what was about to happen. “Please, let’s just go.” The crowd was prepared to brawl. My entire body shook as the tension mounted.
Jonathan caught sight of me out of the corner of his eye. His face was hard and full of rage, but his expression flickered when he saw the fear on my face. The fire smoldered and his eyes softened. He slowly lowered his fist.
Jonathan was about to let him go when the man warned, “Listen to the girl. Why don’t you just get the fuck out of here before I have to mess up that pretty face of yours.” Jonathan narrowed his eyes at the threat, his jaw flexing. I inhaled sharply.
“Please, Jonathan,” I begged, reaching for his arm in desperation. His muscles eased up at my touch, and he slowly let the man go, backing away.
“Get in the car,” Jonathan ordered gruffly. He opened the passenger door and I crawled in. He slammed it behind me, not taking his eyes off the guy, who was smoothing the crinkles out of his jacket with a malevolent grin. I watched the silent showdown as Jonathan crept around the car, prepared to attack if the stubbly faced man made a move for my door. My heart was pounding so hard, my chest was about to explode.
“If she weren’t here…” Jonathan began as he opened the driver’s door.
“Then we wouldn’t even be talking, now would we?” the man interrupted. “Don’t come back unless you’re willing to back that up.”
Jonathan slid in and shut the door. His eyes were hard coals, fixated on the man standing at the front of the car, who was focused on me. He moved his lips to form a kiss and then challenged Jonathan with a snarky grin. My whole body convulsed in disgust.
“Let’s just go,” I repeated urgently. Jonathan gripped the steering wheel so tightly his tendons stood out along his forearms. He backed out of the space with such speed I had to grab the handle above the door with both hands. The tires squealed when they made contact with the road. A cloud of dust blew up behind us as we tore out of the parking lot.
Except for my hands that were shaking on my lap, I couldn't move. A few miles down the road, Jonathan finally slowed and darted his eyes in my direction. Released from the rage that had possessed them, his dark eyes were soft again. I let out a quivering breath and blinked away the tears clouding my vision.
“I’m sorry about that,” he offered softly, darting sideways glances in my direction while he drove. I stared out the window, trying not to cry. “Emma.”
I slowly faced him, swallowing against the tightness in the back of my throat.
“Are you okay?”
I could only nod. His eyes searched mine. I pulled away from his probing, too vulnerable to let him see how shaken I truly was.
My mother groaned, deflecting his attention to the backseat.
“What’s going on?” she mumbled, blinking around but unable to sit up.
“We’re taking you home,” Jonathan answered, pulling the car back onto the road.
“Jonathan?” she rasped.
“Yes.”
“I called you,” she whimpered. “I called you,” she repeated in a slur.
“I know,” he pacified, staring at the road.
I turned toward her, and she tried to focus on me.
“Emily?" she asked as if uncertain. "Oh, you're not supposed to be here." She sounded so sad, I had to turn away.
I followed Jonathan up the stairs when he carried my mother to bed. After removing her shoes and covering her with a blanket, I looked down at her calm face with a broken sigh. I left the room and collapsed on the couch in the dark living room, drained. My hands were still shaking, and my chest ached.