"If I said as much as that--But I cannot. Lord Edwin, you--you have

told me that you love me, and it would not be fair--ah, please don't

try to persuade me! Don't you see how terrible it would be if I were to

let you think that I might come to care for you, and I did not do so."

"For God's sake, don't say 'no,'" broke from him, and his face paled

under the tan.

She turned away from him, her eyes full of tears which she dared not

let him see.

"I--I must have time," she said, almost desperately. "Will you give me

a day, two days?" she asked, quite humbly. "I want to do what you want,

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but--I want to think: there is something I should have to tell you."

He flushed to the roots of his hair.

"If it's anything that's happened in the past, anyone else--of course,

loving you as I do, I have seen that there has been something on your

mind, some trouble besides your father's death--but if it is past, I

don't mind. I know I can teach you to forget it, whatever it is. Ida,

trust yourself to me."

She drew away from him.

"Give me two days," she said, with a catch in her breath.

He caught at the hope, small though it was.

"I will give you two days, twenty if you like," he said. "Only, while

you are thinking it over, remember I love you with all my heart and

soul, that my people will love you as a daughter, that--Oh, I won't say

any more: I can't trust myself! I'll go now."

When he had gone Ida got on Rupert and rode to the top of the hill.

There she pulled up and thought with all her heart and mind. She could

not doubt his love; she could not but feel that if she surrendered

herself to him he would, indeed, in time teach her to forget. She knew

that it was her duty to marry; his word about the estates had not been

spoken in vain. Yes; if she became Lord Edwin's wife, she would in time

forget. But, alas! she did not want to forget.

Her love for Stafford was still as strong as ever, and with its

bitterness was mingled a sweetness which was sweeter than life itself.

And yet how great a sin it was, how shameful a one, that she should

love a man who was pledged to another woman, who was going to marry

her!




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