Mr. Falconer started and stared at her, his heavy face growing a

dust-red, his eyes distended with amazement and anger.

"Are you out of your mind?" he said at last, and frowning at her in a

kind of perplexity. "'Pon my soul, Maude, I'm never quite certain

whether you are in jest or earnest! If this is intended for a joke,

permit me to tell you I consider it in vilely bad taste."

"I am not jesting," she said, very quietly, her chin in her hand, her

blue eyes fixed on his unblushingly. "I am in the most sober, the most

serious earnest, I assure you."

He rose, then sank into the chair again, and sighed impatiently.

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"Do you mean to say that you--that he--Confound it If ever there was a

man to be pitied, it is the one who has the honour to be your father,

Maude."

"Why?" she asked, calmly. "Have I not been a dutiful daughter? Have I

ever given you any trouble, deceived you? Am I not perfectly frank with

you at this moment?" He rose and paced to the mantel-shelf, and leaning

against it, looked down upon her, the frown still on his heavy face,

his hands thrust deeply in his pockets.

"You've always been a puzzle to me," he said, more to himself than to

her. "Ever since you were born I've felt uncertain about you--you're

like your mother. But never mind that. What game is this you're

carrying on?"

"One in which I mean to win," she replied, slowly, meditatively. "Have

you not seen--How slow to perceive, even you, a reputedly clever man,

can be! I don't suppose there is a woman in the house who has not

detected the fact that I am in love with Stafford Orme, though I have

tried to hide it from them--and you will admit that I am not a bad

actress."

"In love with Stafford Orme!" His face darkened. "No, I did not know

it. Why---what the devil does he mean by not coming to me!" he broke

out angrily, harshly.

She smiled.

"He hasn't come to ask you for me, because--well, he doesn't want me,"

she said in a low voice.

"What!" he exclaimed below his breath. "Do you mean to tell me

that--that--Why, you can't have the shamelessness to care for the man

without--until--"

She broke in upon his burst of indignation with a low, clear laugh, and

there was no shame in her voice or eyes, as she said: "Would it be so shameful if I have? My dear father, you and I should

differ on that point. We are told that we are made for love and to be

loved, that it is our proper and natural destiny. Why, then, should we

be ashamed of it. None of us are in reality; we only pretend to be. It

is part of the world's system of hypocrisy to assume an incapacity for

loving a man until he has asked you; to pretend an utter indifference

until he has said the magic words, 'I love you.' As if love could wait,

ever did wait, ever will! Anyway, mine did not! And I am no different

to other women--only more candid."




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