“Sure,” he nodded and got up. “Feel better, tracker.”
Finn grunted in response, and Loki and Duncan left. I wanted to reach out and touch Finn, comfort him in some way because I felt like he needed it. Maybe even I needed it. The thought of losing him had terrified me. He had nearly died.
I couldn’t let anybody else die over this. I had to do something.
“Get some sleep,” I told Finn, since I could think of nothing better to say to him. I got up, but he reached out and grabbed my wrist.
“Wendy, I don’t trust him,” he said, referring to Loki.
“I know. But I do.”
“Be careful,” Finn said simply and let go of me.
It was well after midnight, and the rest of the palace had fallen silent. Tomorrow would bring endless meetings, but for now, everyone had returned to their beds. The hall was dark, and I could see the warm glow from the lamp in Loki’s room.
He didn’t hear me in the hallway, so I stood outside, watching him. He was making his bed, and when he’d finished, he chewed his thumb and stared down at the bed. He shook his head and pulled back the blanket a bit, so it looked more unmade. Then he changed his mind and smoothed out the bedding again.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Nothing.” He looked startled for a second, then smiled and ran a hand through his hair. “Nothing. You wanted to talk? Why don’t you come in?”
“Were you just straightening up the room for me?” I asked.
“Well…” He ruffled his hair again. “Whenever I have a Princess stopping by, I try to make my room presentable.”
“I see.” I went into his room and shut the door behind me, which only delighted him.
“Why don’t you have a seat?” Loki gestured to his bed. “Make yourself comfortable.”
“I need to ask you a favor.”
“For you, anything,” he smiled.
“I want you to take me to the Vittra palace,” I said, and his smile fell away.
“Except that.”
“I feel horrible asking, because I know what Oren did to you, and I wouldn’t expect you to go inside or anything,” I said quickly. “I don’t know how to get there or how to get inside, but you could tell me and drop me at the door. I’d never put you in danger or risk your life.”
“But you expect me to risk yours?” Loki smirked and shook his head. “No way, Princess.”
“I can promise you your safety,” I said. “Once I am there, I doubt he’d even care about you. You don’t have to go anywhere near the palace even. Tell me how to get there.”
“Wendy, you’re not listening,” he said. “I’m not just worried about me. I won’t let you do that.”
“I’ll be fine,” I insisted. “He’s my father, and I’m strong enough to handle myself.”
“You have no idea what you’re up against,” Loki laughed darkly. “No. This is completely ludicrous. I’m not even going to entertain the idea.”
“Loki, listen to me. Finn almost died tonight –”
“Your boyfriend gets hurt, and suicide becomes the only viable option?” Loki asked.
“He’s not my boyfriend,” I corrected him.
“Fine. Ex-boyfriend,” he said. “That doesn’t make this better. And as much as I hate to admit it, Finn was right. We can find a way around this. I know I didn’t help very much tonight, but I’m sure, if given time, I can come up with something.”
“But we don’t have time, Loki!” I took a deep breath and ran my fingers through my hair. “I’m not saying that I’ll offer myself to Oren as a peace treaty, but I have to talk to him at least. I have to do something to postpone the war a little longer. We need more time to get an army ready. And he’s out there killing our people now.”
“So you want me to take you to the Vittra palace so you can have a little meeting with the King?” Loki asked. “While you’re in there, I’ll wait outside, and after the meeting is done, you’ll come out, and we’ll drive back here? Is that the plan?”
“Not exactly, but sorta,” I said.
“Wendy!” Loki sounded exasperated. “Why would he let you go? He is doing all of this for you. Once he has you there in the palace, why would he ever let you leave?”
“He can’t stop me, for one thing,” I said. “I can defend myself against him and the hobgoblins and anything else he might have. I can’t fight an entire war on my own and defend every person in the entire kingdom all at once. But if I’m alone, I can take care of myself.”
“Even if that’s true, it’s still too great a risk,” Loki said. “If you try to leave, he could kill you. Not just hold you hostage. Not just threaten you. Actually murder you. He would rather do that than see you return here.”
“No, not yet.” I shook my head. “Someday, yes, that’s true. But he wants me to be Queen. That’s why he agreed to the embargo. He wanted to ensure that I would be the Trylle Queen.”
“He wants both kingdoms,” he said quietly. “You’re going to give him what he wants?”
“Yes,” I nodded. “I will agree to rule alongside him over both the Trylle and the Vittra if he stops the bloodshed until I am crowned Queen.”
“He won’t rule ‘beside’ you. He’ll take it from you.”