The three of them turned as one to the Tower. Landing on the balcony outside the infirmary, he and Elena ran in while the Primary waited outside. The senior Tower healer and Raphael were bent over Illium’s limp form, the room otherwise empty.
Aodhan wasn’t used to seeing his friend so still. Illium was never still. Even when he was lying down, his eyes sparked, his mouth laughed.
“Aodhan.” Elena reached out a hand as if to take his, dropped it halfway. “He’s alive,” she said, her voice fierce. “You saved him.”
Aodhan felt as if he was still falling. “There’s blood on him.” It came out a whisper.
Elena’s breath trembled, and though she’d only known Illium a mere heartbeat in contrast to the centuries of memories in Aodhan’s head, Aodhan knew she, too, was close to panic. Time made little difference; it was the heart that mattered, the ability to love. And Elena loved with a passion that had melted the ice-cold shields of an archangel.
Her unhidden fear for Illium made it easier for Aodhan to reach out and lock his hand with hers, to make voluntary contact with anyone other than his closest friend. The sensation would’ve been a shock at any other time; at this instant his mind and his soul had room for no other emotions but those already threatening to drown him.
Aodhan willed his friend to wake up, trying not to see the wings lying so limp on either side of Illium’s body, the bloody tears smeared on his cheeks. If he lost Illium . . .
His hand clenched on Elena’s.
27
Naasir stayed in touch with the Tower throughout the night. Dmitri had called all of the Seven outside New York minutes after Illium’s fall, to ensure they heard the truth, not rumor.
“He hasn’t woken,” Dmitri told him two hours before his and Andromeda’s planned departure. “But the healer says this is a natural sleep.” Grim relief. “He’ll likely wake while you’re en route. I’ll let you know the instant he does.”
His own relief clawing at him, Naasir said, “The Hummingbird?” Naasir didn’t have a mother, but he liked Illium’s. She was soft and kind and even before she’d had her own son, she’d been gentle with Naasir.
During art lessons at school, she hadn’t even minded if he used his hands to paint, or if he made a mess. “She’ll be scared.” The Hummingbird hadn’t always been so fragile, but Naasir knew to be careful with her now; she was wounded inside.
“I had Jessamy tell her the news in person—she says it’s been centuries since she saw the Hummingbird come so violently to life.”
“Her cub is hurt.”
“Yes. She’s on her way to New York.”
Hanging up so Dmitri could update Galen and Venom, Naasir told Andromeda the news. He’d snuck into her room after Dmitri’s first call and woken her because he couldn’t be alone while one of his family was hurt; taking one look at his face, she’d risen to give him a hug.
Now, she hugged him again, her embrace tight. “I’m so glad he’s all right.”
Holding her close, he rubbed his cheek against her hair and face, calming himself. She petted his back, making soft, soothing sounds that coaxed his muscles to relax. When she drew him to the bed, he went.
They slept the two hours till dawn with their hands entwined, face-to-face, one of Andromeda’s wings warm silk over him.
He woke before her but stayed motionless and watched her sleep, counting the lashes on her eyes, the tiny freckles on her face, feeling the rhythm of her breath. After last night, he had not a single doubt in his mind that she was his mate. Even so far from his family at such a bad time, he hadn’t felt angry and panicked and as if he was in the wrong skin.
Because Andromeda was here and because she understood him.
Though she’d only known him for a short time, she’d understood he’d come to her because he needed contact, needed someone to hold on to while he waited for news about Illium. She might play and fight with him in normal life but when it was serious, she was right there, her arms strong and her affection a passionately protective force.
He was going to win her, no matter what.
And he’d find that stupid Grimoire book so he could put his scent all over her, inside her.
Getting out of bed before he rolled her over onto her back, parted her thighs and sank inside her wet tightness, he tugged gently on the braid in which she insisted on taming her pretty hair. “Wake up. It’s time.”
* * *
Andromeda took in Naasir’s expression the instant she woke, was happy to see that he looked more like his usual self. The painful hours since he’d woken her in the night had made it clear he cared deeply for his family . . . would care as deeply for the woman who was his. Andromeda wanted to be that woman so much it hurt.
Shoving down the need lest it paralyze her, she got ready. Isabel had found her some combat leathers that fit, the leather worn-in and the shade a dusty brown perfect for this mission. The pants hugged her legs, while the top—which she’d worn over a tank top modified for wings—left her arms bare but came up to her neck and fit snugly around her wings.
Soon after her meeting with Caliane, Andromeda had started wearing in the boots she’d found in the closet, and though they remained stiff, they were far better than flimsy slippers. As for the scabbard Isabel had given her, it was perfect. “I’m ready,” she said, joining Naasir out on the balcony ten minutes after he’d woken her.
He was dressed in a sand-colored T-shirt and cargo pants of desert camouflage, boots on his feet.