Thinking over the words in which she would tell Dolly, and

mentally working her heart up to great bitterness, Anna went

upstairs.

"Is there anyone with her?" she asked in the hall.

"Katerina Alexandrovna Levin," answered the footman.

"Kitty! Kitty, whom Vronsky was in love with!" thought Anna,

"the girl he thinks of with love. He's sorry he didn't marry

her. But me he thinks of with hatred, and is sorry he had

anything to do with me."

The sisters were having a consultation about nursing when Anna

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called. Dolly went down alone to see the visitor who had

interrupted their conversation.

"Well, so you've not gone away yet? I meant to have come to

you," she said; "I had a letter from Stiva today."

"We had a telegram too," answered Anna, looking round for Kitty.

"He writes that he can't make out quite what Alexey

Alexandrovitch wants, but he won't go away without a decisive

answer."

"I thought you had someone with you. Can I see the letter?"

"Yes; Kitty," said Dolly, embarrassed. "She stayed in the

nursery. She has been very ill."

"So I heard. May I see the letter?"

"I'll get it directly. But he doesn't refuse; on the contrary,

Stiva has hopes," said Dolly, stopping in the doorway.

"I haven't, and indeed I don't wish it," said Anna.

"What's this? Does Kitty consider it degrading to meet me?"

thought Anna when she was alone. "Perhaps she's right, too. But

it's not for her, the girl who was in love with Vronsky, it's not

for her to show me that, even if it is true. I know that in my

position I can't be received by any decent woman. I knew that

from the first moment I sacrificed everything to him. And this

is my reward! Oh, how I hate him! And what did I come here for?

I'm worse here, more miserable." She heard from the next room

the sisters' voices in consultation. "And what am I going to say

to Dolly now? Amuse Kitty by the sight of my wretchedness,

submit to her patronizing? No; and besides, Dolly wouldn't

understand. And it would be no good my telling her. It would

only be interesting to see Kitty, to show her how I despise

everyone and everything, how nothing matters to me now."

Dolly came in with the letter. Anna read it and handed it back

in silence.

"I knew all that," she said, "and it doesn't interest me in the

least."




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