"Come, come, as we were sitting before," said Anna Arkadyevna,

sitting down in her place.

And again Grisha poked his little face under her arm, and nestled

with his head on her gown, beaming with pride and happiness.

"And when is your next ball?" she asked Kitty.

"Next week, and a splendid ball. One of those balls where one

always enjoys oneself."

"Why, are there balls where one always enjoys oneself?" Anna

said, with tender irony.

"It's strange, but there are. At the Bobrishtchevs' one always

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enjoys oneself, and at the Nikitins' too, while at the Mezhkovs'

it's always dull. Haven't you noticed it?"

"No, my dear, for me there are no balls now where one enjoys

oneself," said Anna, and Kitty detected in her eyes that

mysterious world which was not open to her. "For me there are

some less dull and tiresome."

"How can _you_ be dull at a ball?"

"Why should not _I_ be dull at a ball?" inquired Anna.

Kitty perceived that Anna knew what answer would follow.

"Because you always look nicer than anyone."

Anna had the faculty of blushing. She blushed a little, and

said: "In the first place it's never so; and secondly, if it were, what

difference would it make to me?"

"Are you coming to this ball?" asked Kitty.

"I imagine it won't be possible to avoid going. Here, take it,"

she said to Tanya, who was pulling the loosely-fitting ring off

her white, slender-tipped finger.

"I shall be so glad if you go. I should so like to see you at a

ball."

"Anyway, if I do go, I shall comfort myself with the thought that

it's a pleasure to you...Grisha, don't pull my hair. It's untidy

enough without that," she said, putting up a straying lock, which

Grisha had been playing with.

"I imagine you at the ball in lilac."

"And why in lilac precisely?" asked Anna, smiling. "Now,

children, run along, run along. Do you hear? Miss Hoole is

calling you to tea," she said, tearing the children from her, and

sending them off to the dining room.

"I know why you press me to come to the ball. You expect a great

deal of this ball, and you want everyone to be there to take part

in it."

"How do you know? Yes."

"Oh! what a happy time you are at," pursued Anna. "I remember,

and I know that blue haze like the mist on the mountains in

Switzerland. That mist which covers everything in that blissful

time when childhood is just ending, and out of that vast circle,

happy and gay, there is a path growing narrower and narrower, and

it is delightful and alarming to enter the ballroom, bright and

splendid as it is.... Who has not been through it?"




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