Her voice was strained as she reached out and touched his arm. "You think it's that serious?"
He looked down at her hand and then into her eyes. She stepped back abruptly. "You're the one who can't sleep at night."
"How did you know I can't sleep?"
"Experience."
He reached into his back pocket. When he did, his jacket opened. He saw her catch a glimpse of his gun and thought she looked queasy.
"Here's my card." He scribbled a number on the back. "That's my cell phone."
She took it from him. "Will you come if I call?"
He shrugged. "Maybe."
"But what if I need you?"
"It's my life. And I get to choose who needs me."
She looked back down at the card. Her mouth opened, as if she were going to say something, but then she gave a resigned shrug.
"Sounds fair." When her eyes met his, that delicate chin was thrust out again, a study in determination. "I guess this is good-bye."
As he stared into her eyes, he had a feeling she'd move heaven and earth not to have to call him.
Good thing he didn't take it personally.
"So long, Countess." He opened the front door and stepped out into the fall sunshine.
"You kissed me just because you were angry, didn't you."
The words, soft and low, stopped him dead in his tracks. He hadn't expected her to bring up what had happened between them at all, much less in such a straightforward way.
Smith turned toward her. Pale sunlight was cascading over her face, highlighting her cheekbones and the tender curve of her lips. Her blond hair positively shone.
"Yes. I was angry."
"That's what I thought." A curious insecurity colored her expression, one that he didn't understand. "Thank you for being honest."
Well, he'd been mostly honest. The part about him continuing to kiss her because he couldn't stop, he'd kept to himself.
Then it dawned on him.
"It won't happen again if I work with you," he said, annoyed. That was one disclaimer he'd never had to make before.
She nodded. "Not again."
"Never again." He smiled grimly at her hesitation.
If she only knew how little she had to worry about. He had a reputation for having a cool head and a cold heart and he'd earned it. No Barbie doll sweetheart, no matter how beautiful, was going to change that. Or him.
The countess hovered in the doorway, neither in nor out of the house.
"Was there something else you were worried about?" he asked sharply. "You want references or something?"
She shook her head while staring at his business card. "No, I don't need references. I know you're the best because Nick Farrell says you are. And because you carry yourself as if you wouldn't stand for being anything less."
At least she got that right.
He paused for a moment.
"Take care of yourself," he said, turning away.
"Where do you live?"
"Excuse me?" He looked back at her. Glared at her, actually.
He was ready to leave, impatient to put her behind him, and he wasn't used to personal questions. His clients were usually so wrapped up in their own problems that the subject of his life never came up. It was one of the things he liked most about his job.
She shrugged. "I just wondered where you're headed."
"I'm going. That's all you need to know."
He walked briskly over to his car.
* * *
Grace watched as Smith got into a black SUV and drove off. In his wake, dust from the gravel drive was kicked up and it rose as a milky cloud. She looked down at the card again. It was made of stiff white paper and engraved with dark ink.
Black Watch, Ltd. There was a number in the lower left-hand corner but no address.
She turned it over and looked at the numbers he'd written in bold strokes. She brushed her fingertip over them.
She hadn't meant to tell him everything, had wanted to make the meeting short and sweet, but it hadn't turned out that way. She smiled bleakly. There was nothing short or sweet about John Smith.
And she certainly hadn't intended to bring up the kiss. That little ditty had leapt out of her mouth, a traitorous slip of the tongue. It was a stupid thing to ask. Had she really expected him to say he'd done it because he found her irresistible?
After all, he was one of the most aggressive, fierce men she'd ever seen, as tough as they come. Hell, he looked like he could chew steel and spit out nails. No doubt he'd want an earthy, luscious woman to complement that hardness, someone who was wildly feminine. Someone who could lie on her back naked, open and waiting for him, tempting him with her sexuality. Someone who became wild, unhinged while making love.
Not some tightly wrapped, goody two-shoes, paragon of polite society.
Disappointment burned in her stomach.